Since today is the last day of the year, everyone is busy planning how to celebrate new year and where to go. Everyone are happy except me.
I definitely hate today. Today will be my worst new year eve i had ever had. Since Malaysia had won, today is a public holiday for the whole country. But, why today is a holiday?? If today is not a public holiday, I think I won't be so sad.
I hate them. Am I requesting too much??? Why they can't return back my things in a good way?? Keep asking which one you want?? I just want back all my stuff. Why you idiot want to care whether I will use my books again or not. Just return back to me without much noise.
Why... is it having a loud voice is a crime?? Is it speaking loudly means I don't have any manners?? Is it me who is wrong all the time??? I am the 坏人 and I am always be the mad one isn't it?? Ya....I know you just don't care about me one...you just care about your sons. What am I to you??? Nothing...I am nothing to you. I am always the one doing wrong. I just a useless daughter of yours. I just know how to spend your money...is it??
Ya...I like to scream...it is a crime?? Whatever I do is wrong.
I just need some care...have you ever care about me....
your son go where also you care so much....how about me...???
ya...I am jealous....I hate to be the eldest....
People always say being the only daughter, your parents sure very "sayang" you la...
NO....being the only daughter to my parents is NOTHING~~ They are just like the typical traditional chinese...ONLY CARE about the SONS. DAUGHTER is just like a pail of water that will be pour out...
Having a good result also means nothing...they just say educated people are just very arrogant and too proud of themselves... Then why should I study anymore....
I HATE THEM and I EVEN HATE MYSELF....
I just don't know what have I type...I am too stress out and sad now....I think I am going to be insane soon...
