oO...i tHinK i aM haviNg inSomNia.....

oMg.....i can't sleep la tis few days.......although..it's aredi 3pm...4pm...or even 5pm....i still can't sleep....i feel so....!!??......dunnoe how to describe that feelings....but why suddenly i hav such a weird habit.......juz like yesterday.......i oli sleep for.....abt 1 hours...but actually i am not tired at all during i when to bed....but juz because my mum scold me....then i went back to my room...and then continue doing my stuff all.....but later....i think i should rest for a while....if not i sure will sleep in the class..but when i go school that time.......i still feel very fresh......i din even sleep in the class.............but the matter with me......is that i will juz feel tired during the evening....that's the time i go for sleep........what can i do????? i think it is becoming more serious each day.....cuz on monday....i sleep at 3......then on tuesday......i sleep at 5......hope that today....i can sleep earlier le.....i am very tension tis few days......many projects that i havto hand out.....add maths..... ULBS.....tuition de homeworks.....school homeworks....n i feel that the final exam is juz around the corner..........and i seem really....UNPREPARED.......so wat should i do????? almost every night..........i am thinking abt this matter............but i really can't help with it..........n my friends all are having "cold war".........wonder when would they stop the "war".......actually wat i hate abt is that tis coming sun....there'll be a treasure hunt.....in my group.......ky n ws......they hav quarrel n until now oso haven't talk with each other......so i dun wan they treat me as a medium to transfer msg........i feel that if u wan to talk to him or her.........why u wan me to help u to sampaikan semula....le.......i HATE ALL tis...........TERRIBLE

tHe mEaniNg of my nAm3......

K	Kind
E	Enchanting
N	Nerdy
I	Intense
X	XtRemE
K	Kind
H	Honest
O	Orderly
N	New
G	Great
M	Modern
E	Entertaining
I	Influential
Y	Young
E	Explosive
E	Exquisite

a vEry coMpLiCated fEeLiNg

Today morning.....is really a bad day for me.....!!! Yesterday....i sleep very early....then today at 4 sumthing....wake up jor...cuz feeling so cold....but then me so lazy sure i continue sleeping la......then at 6...wake up n feel that my right eye "bengkang" jor.....feeling so terrible la....one eye smaller jo.....since my eye "bengkang" liao.....i really dun hav mood.....then i packed up all my books and wait for my turn to bath...after that....i put some medicine to my eye....after that...abt 7.15am ....go skul......really no mood la.....after the assembly....go back to class lo....then we were inform that today no physics class....so i start to do my add math exercise lo.....then that kah yan went to ask for money....as me really dun hav money...so i say i din bring lo....she say in a quite high tone..."i aredi told u yesterday ge ma...." i dun like ppl rushing me to pay...if i got money sure i am going to pay you....la....but i still remember during the beginning of the year ....when i collect money for de library....she oso say like tat to me ge la....then she like marah jo tim.... but today....since my eye is not feeling comfortable...and my mood really bad that time.....i juz dun wan talk to her jo......i very angry with her ar......

this few days...very fan la.....cuz kah yan and yoke yin marah liao....wai sam n the gang.......cuz a small matter....why they all so "kecil hati" ge.....terrible...betul la....so today..wai sam....ask me to ask kah yan whether.....she still wanna join with her during the treassure hunt.....??? then we all go to the lab to watch movie....there...yoke yin and kah yan are playing calculator sms....i juz concentrate on my add maths oli.....while they all watch movie....but as i hear all of them laughing so happy...i watch that movie a while....it's really funny la....after physics period ended....we all go back to class.....then later kah yan send me a sms with her calculator....she ask me to tell wai sam that wai sam still owe her a exercise book.....i feel bad la.....i dun like being treated as a medium to transfer information from one's mouth to another.....i hate to do tis...furthermore i am still angry with her.....later i told wai sam abt the things.....so juz after recess.....wai sam giv me a new exercise book..n ask me to giv back to her...Why they are so funny?......cuz a little problem....they angry liao...each other....then when gud liao....bukan main rapatnya mereka......cannot stand it anymore......

my eye is feeling better now...not so "bengkang"...liao....today really feel so sorry la....if i got show my unhappy face to all my frens...or even not saying a "hi"...to u all guys.....SORRY la...cuz me today really not happy la.......

rain....rain.....and rain......once again i am getting wet......when i go tuition that time.......i really jealous la...to those who got parents...who fetch them to tuition.....after all my tuition......i go home and on9 until now....juz now chat wit hui xin.....i "listen" to wat she write about all her sweet memories....i am really jealous....with her as she got many sweet memories in st.john and oso with her friends.....but me......haiz....all my sweet memories...are slowly changing to bad memories......but honestly.......all my sweet memories are when i was in lower form.....b4 the "W" join scout.......i still remember that time....i first join scout....my first day..of entering scout is that i learned kawad...then later ....i n 4 others girls n a group of boys.....when for the ujian lencana usaha..........i really enjoy that moments.....very happy.....then after the usaha camp....hing wai ask me to join all the boys to go for maju camp......Wow....!! i feel so proud la that time cuz....me one gurl....lead all the boys.....hehe....teringat pun dah gembira....hehe!!!! that time i really like SCOUT very very much............going camp.....go scout house....go gathering....having activities in skul and many more......really happy...la

form 2 is the year where we all done sth really wrong......which is kicked hing wai out of SCOUt....cuz "they" all making report on wat hav hing wai done........that year is really bad.....but hing wai is really nice person as she still help me, chun hung and man heng on the preparations to the Jaya camp........in the camp....we oso feel so lucky as irene n the acs senior are there....they help us a lot in building our "khemah"....form 3....i think is my happiest year ever......as this year...we are having our camp in skul....for the first time.....me as the assistant secretary tim....enjoy those time...riding on chai teng "ego" scooter....go trace for the track...of the pengembara......go meeting...at chun hung house......playing together.....during "halangan komando"....so fun.....but all these are going to end ge la......and i won't find back the happiness forever......cuz of the presence of "W".....that's all for today.......i think..cuz i wanna go sleep liao....
friendship?....how can i find true friendship??......will i be going to miss my school times after my form 5??? really dun noe la....but actually there's nothing for me to miss about....so ntg la...ok la....really hav to stop jor....gud night.....god bless me......n my frenz

my class t-shirt the picture....

very nice le....this picture......my son, lik wak draw ke wo.....sure nice la....hehe..
wonder when can i finish the t-shirt design

wat a lousy principal

wat a lousy principal i hav.....? today morning.....as usual....we will hav ur physics class....but today as puan lee absent.....so we juz stay in the class lo.......although that period is actually the P.E. class.....we all chat with our frenz all usual............then suddenly that bullshit principal came in and ask us who is the teacher tat should cum to class........then we say it's now physics period....but then dun noe who told him that the teacher incharge is puan farhah.....after he go to the next class to see puan farhah...he cum back to our class and start to giv us lecture.........he say we all must go P.E....dun juz stay in de class.....then wonder y suddenly.....he talk about his son la.....computer la.....biology.......n the internet..........???? wonder wat rubbish is he talking about..............???? actually i really hate him la.....since he cum to our school .....he change everything.........during assembly......ask us to "masuk baris"....."sedia" juz like during co-curriculum......then now...he say we all students cannot wear those spects....which have thick and colourful frame..........bullshit....if he wan me to change my specs.......can....if he pay for my specs....which almost cost 400 sumthing.....u think we r very rich ke? i HATE that stupid pricipal la.......plz go other school...la....for wat he came to my school.....ha....
about the co-curriculum........i today heard ai nee....tell chun hung to paste sumthing on the board.....then chun hung ask her is it 7.30 on saturday........i think it is a meeting on saturday le....if it is true.....i think i won't go ke le...cuz as puan lee say co-curriculum hav ended this year...for wat i go....malas la....

fiNgeRn@!L....????

It is a fingernail so important to a female? Today i am really shocked when one of my frenz is being asked to cut off her nail....oMg....it is juz a fingernail....juz cut it la...although i know...she "tak sampai hati" cuz the nail she kept aredi very long.... but we as a student...must follow de skul rules de ma...n at last she was being forced to cut it off....when she came back to class.....her eyes r watery.....i think she wanna cry lo......but i dun think we should cry over a nail.....if u cut it...later it will grow back oso......her mood after that was really down.....she juz sleep in class....n dun peduli everyone is the class......until i go home tat time...i see her still in that bad mood......
in the evening....at about 4.21pm.....i was almost knocked by a car......that car driver really bull shit la...cuz "de driver" put the signal to turn left but then he go straight suddenly.....me really geram la.......i wanna kill tat driver n wonder how he got his license??? cuz i was being scared by the car......i once again...almost knock by a motorcycle....luckily nothing happen....thanks GOD!!
Ok la...i wanna stop here la....i wanna do my homeworks

nErVoUs.....

I am so nervous and scared nowadays.....xpecially when i saw those form 5 de students are already having their trial.......OMG juz one more year to go......n me myself will be sitting for the spm trial....SPM.....time really past very fast......juz a blink of eyes.........n i already in form 4 this year........juz now i read ah ling the comment......she said that the trial paper is very difficult.....xpecially de sj......actually that day...hui xin oso got told me tat de sj paper 2 is damn difficult ke wo........they so "keng" oso said the questions are difficult.....Ooo.... then wat will happen to me if i am the one who is taking the exam....me sure get 9......i really dun understand why i am so lazy this year.......i always plan to do all my homeworks.....during holidays.....but the results usually is that i will juz do when date due.......What had happen to me??? Why can't i juz concentrate at my studies???? I must control myself.....i can't let the laziness control me....i must overcome my problems..........i suppose to study right now.......but juz can't control myself so juz on9 lo......but i must plan my time wisely......cuz i oso need some times to relax my mind........study hard....meiyee........i know that i can do it......add oil meiyee!!!!!