fRieNds.........

oUr faitH aNd oUr fRieNdsHiP aRe nOt sHattEreD bY oNe biG aCt, bUt bY maNy sMaLL nEgLecTs...friends..........our friendship really ruined by those small matters.......actually wat's the problems.......why each year i must quarrel with one of my frenz ge........??? the problems are with me or at my frenz le.....??? but i think most of it.....the problems is surely with me ge la.....juz like last year..........bcuz of some small matters.........i quarrel with swet yee...n we din talk for 1 year...........wat a waste...........ho? n this year...........once again quarrel with that guy...............?? u think when am i gonna to fren back with him le.??? but that guy......i every year oso quarrel with him ge la.......cuz u know his attitude la.........8 ma, rite...........sometimes.......he juz will making fun of u without notice that that he is actually irritates others............juz like this time......mayb he is juz wanna play play........but without notice........he actually making me angry la.........so geram la.....OO.........juz chatting with cheong yew...........i ask him whether he is really wanna transfer to sentosa.....he say yes.....but he scared that the school dun let me......to go....if he really cum to sentosa.......then good lo.....can hav a frenz to chat with...........wakaka..........then can bully him juz like in primary school..........haha miss those times.........sweet memory la.............* ah ling...i so gud le........u say wanna read my blog..then i write one for u to read lo....wakaka

siCk jOr....

Oo..........finally i know that if ppl...sick jor...will really feel suffering.........OMG..i sick jor....la....i hav flu....and a bit of fever........i feel so terrible....during the school times....and at last...i really can't stand it...so i sleep in class liao...after school..........after i having my lunch....n my medicines.........i sleep like a corpse for 6 hours.....n of course......i miss all my tuition class....juz after..........i wake up...........i feel so dizzy....so teruk la......then later i go out to buy my dinner......n go to take back my photostat papers......after consuming my delicious "wan tan mee".....i mei on9 a while lo.....then........i chat a while.....with hui xin......rupa-rupanya.....many ppl oso got read my blog........hui xin say she got read my blog.....then she asked y i seem unhappy ge......yes lo ho....y i seem unhappy ge....WAT makes me feels so sad???? i oso dunno la....but i really try hard not to be sad for no purpose........so now.....i am feeling better now........but one more things i quite fan abt is......dunno whether i should go for the form 5 kl n genting trip or not??? but i already go for the penang trip.........so i dunno whether i hav so much money or not............but i really wanna go to genting wo.........so dunno le...??? but kah yan gt go wo.....ok la.....no matter wats.......see first la...whether who else gt go.....so bad la..2moro still hav to go to school.......got extra class for add maths...ai yo

f!naLLy...

Oo.....at last i know my characteristics are.......today i suddenly wanted to know how my friends think abt me....so i asked my "lion" abt my characteristics....oo...i am so glad that she tell me the truth....finally i know that i am a very emotional person.....especially when i am doing my homework.....yes...i am totally agree with her......cuz i really will get mad when someone disturb me while i am doing my account, add maths and even chemistry....but i will try my best not to be so emotional next time......furthermore...she oso said that i am very stubborn......cuz she say once i wanna resign.....i won't change my mind wo.....but i am not sure whether....i am stubborn or maybe "cekal hati"......she oso got mention that i talk very loudly in class.....yes lo....i think i really quite noisy in class................OO....finally i know my bad characteristics.........i promise myself..........i will change my attitude........from now onwards.....i promise myself.......i will start my revision.........n if necessary.......i will stop on9 for a while............so that i can concentrate on my studies.......today....i oso not feeling well............today during......i go tuition that time........i almost fall into the drain........when a lorry juz turn suddenly......luckily i managed to jump off the bicycle on time.if not i can't imagine wat will happen to me lo.........GOD bless..!!!

Disappointing.......Sad.....

Oo....i am so disappointing of myself...it is already the end of the year since PMR is juz one week left.....Why i feel so DIFFERENT....??? Last year, during these period of time....i seem working and struggling very hard for my PMR. But me now is only "struggling very hard" to online, msning and oso watching television non-stop until i "burn the midnight oil".......ppl burn their midnight oil for studying but...........for me juz doing all these rubbish.....WHY???? WHAT IS MY PROBLEMS??? actually i know that i am very lazy and i always like to online without time management....but i really can't help with my bad and terrible attitude.....i always promise myself to study and do revision on the topic which i am weak in...BUT........dunno why my promise cannot last for even 2 weeks ....Once i saw the computer, i will definitely go and switched it on and started to online....i am so addicted to it now....How can i cure my "sickness" ??? WHAT SHOULD I DO??? To add to that, i am very disappointed with my frenz.......i feel very sad........and extremely sad......Yugathes often asked me whether i hav found my true frenz or not.....? i think in all my school times.....i won't find my true frenz......so i hav decided to give up......looking forward for my true frenz....Actually i oso dun wan to giv up but....wat can i do?? Maybe i really dunno wat is friendship all abt?? or mayb there's something wrong with my attitudes.....but i really cannot do anything now..!!! if they are really my true frenz, they should undestand me and guide me to the correct way.....but they DID'T...??? they didn't try to understand me.....or even wanted to know more abt me.....!! Yugathes got ask me before why i dun like tell my frenz my problems?? Let me tell you why .....i dun like to share my problems with my frenz..!! this is because i feel that about all my frenz cannot be trusted..........if i tell them something......they sure will tell to others....i dun hav trust in anyone including myself !!! maybe because i like to "pendamkan" all my feelings...that's why i always feel sad and depress..!! ok.....watever la....cuz until i finish my form 5 oso ......i won't find the person who i can trust...then .....juz forget abt it lo.....LEAVE me ALONE!!!!LONELY YEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

bOriNg or waT....???

Today is the 21st of september 2007......today my frenz are going to celebrate their bufday.....together....they r consists of YY, MC, CY n CH too.......Today morning........i was very sleepy in school during the last period......n oso during my tuition time........feeling so tired..........but sure la..i can't sleep during tuition time..........it'll be very no manners.............but then when i go for account tuition.........i bcum so "sedar" liao......wakaka.....so funny la..............but sad la.....cuz i can't do one of the questions......but after tuition i oso not yet try the question back........i go take back my computer which i take it to format yesterday.....i am so glad that my computer was ok now.......huh.....Then i go on9 until 7.30.....then oli off9 cuz i hav to take my dinner n my shower too before i go to the party.......then time that i paling benci is.........why ppl like to cum not on time ge??? ppl aredi say cum at 8.00 but they all cum at 8.45.....haiz............very disappointed la.....but nvm cuz it is not my bufday la.............i won't care so much abt it......during the party was on..........wat i observed is that the whole group of us seem are divided into many gang.......huh!!!! Luckily....hui xin n the gang din cum..........if not i sure they will oli sit with their group.........n oli chat with their gang oli........n definitely will not hav so much fun la......then..........later at abt 10 sumthing.....they "potong" de cake lo....they all play very "din".......they throw the cream to each others la.........n spray the "things" to each others lo.....so we all bcum very dirty liao....lo...but me...luckily din get so much so the cream.....as i hide myself liao....but that naughty ai nee n jia xin......throw that cream at me....when i am not alert that time.......so bad la.....then go to imax to on9 lo.....chat a while then go home liao.......now i wanna go for a shower again.........n hav a sweet sleep....n dream too......wakaka

viRuSess......!!!

Omg......my computer was infected by viruses.............wat hav cuz those viruses....i oso dun know..but wat i do is.....i am very frusfrated liao....i hav many things in my computer.....if i go to format my computer....sure everythings in my computer will be gone......i hav many power point presentations to do....hmm......so geram la...............today as usual......very sad...lo...in the early on the morning....some conflict hav occured in my class....between swet yee n chun hung.....swet yee was angry with that chun hung....n she wanted to sit back with wai sam......therefore....i hav to leave lo.......i dun like to sit over there...becuz of sumone lo........but nvm i will sit with my lion....today the whole day.....i try not to talk with that particular person.......so geram with him la.....malas la pedulinya...........i become more geram when that s2pid history teacher.........came to class......i hav never meet such a teacher before la..........so "geng" la.....her...she can juz finish a chapter juz in one week times.....although the chapter is extremely long........WHY? Cuz she oli ask ppl to read......then she juz giv sum exercises on that particular chapter......then the chapter was over ge la..........but all of us.......dun even know wat is that chapter all abt...............i really wan kill her.....she always talk abt "pahala" during the fasting month........but i wonder will she get the pahala............as she din even carry out her duty as a history teacher..........she din teach........she din even explain to us........never told us how to answer the questions.............really wan to f--k her la...........s2pid teacher!!!!!

that words hurt me...!!!

Today as usual...i go to school at around 7.15am......there's a ceremony to bless all the form 3 students.....seem very grand la the ceremony.......because of that ceremony....i hav to miss my chemistry period.....so bad la.......during the ceremony...i keep on sneezing.....wat a terrible morning i hav.....after that.....we all went back to class lo..........quite sleepy de.....but i keep on doing my add maths questions......so geram when i can't solve that particular question.....then i went to ask chun hung to help me solve that problem.....then later go recess lo......after having ur meal.....we went to the lobby.....n i ask YY abt the BP......then XXX say y i so care abt the party.....as that party is not mine BP party.....that time...i aredi feel that the words hurt me....then later i went back to class....n i went to take back my add maths book.....n oso my pencil.....that time XXX2 n XXX3......oso say something that hurt my feelings......i dun care whether wat they think.....but wat they say really made me feel sad.....i feel so sad......n i rasa diri saya telah dipinggirkan.....so i juz go back to my place n do my work silently......i aredi dun care how ppl think abt me.......!!! WHY should i care abt how ppl think abt me??? THEY never care abt my feeling.......!!!! haiz...frenz??? for wat FRENZ are???.......so i hav made up my mind that i won't care how they plan their party....who are they going to invite.....n watever it is la..... i will oli show myself on this friday.....i fed up with all of them aredi..........but i noe there is still some of them who will care abt me ge....juz like SY....she cum over to me....n ask why am i looking so sad.....n she oso ask me to smile la.......i feel that......i am very weird la........ppl if din get enough sleep...sure will feel tired the next day..but i didn't....i will feel tired if i get enough sleep....juz like yesterday....i sleep at 10.00....but today......i am extremely tired de....dun know wat de problems with me......