煩惱是自尋的

As usual, 我係一個鍾意自尋煩惱的一個傻人。冇錯啊、我都係鐘意難為自己的。Everyone hope to treat themselves in a better way. But for me, I just like to search more and more trouble for myself. 

Even it's just a really small matter, I can transform it until the matter is as HUGE as a BIG mountain. I know it seems too exaggerate but for me...it's a fact.

Why I'm so CRUEL to myself? Even to decide whether to cut my hair or not also give me a HEADACHE. Why can't I think more simple?? Oh~ my brain, what are you thinking about?

All this kind of 煩惱 really make me feels depressed. But I'm too weak to control it. And in the end, I was the one who is getting control by all this 煩惱 which is the DEVIL in me. I want to get rid of the DEVIL inside me. But how? Can you see...I am creating a new trouble for myself again. I'm such an idiot. Though this word "idiot" really mean but it is the most suitable word to describe me.

I think I can only find happiness if I can get rid of all these troubles. But, when will it comes, my happiness???

I always wish that I could be 傻傻過日晨。Then, maybe I'll be more cheerful. But, I understand I won't find it before I could change my personalities. I was used to give myself a lot of stress to accomplish my goal. I have too much goals to score but I don't really have the ability to handle all of them.

Kenix, maybe you should let go of your goals. You can't accomplish all of them. All of them only can give you sadness. Please, don't waste your youth with all these. You should enjoy your life to the fullest.

哈哈、説就容易、行動就很難囉。

Who really can do it?? I really can't manage and I think I'll going to live with all my troubles till the end of my chapter.

P/S: Today is Goomo's birthday. 祝她生日快樂 and 身體健康、永久開心。哈哈

101010

Today is a very special day cause today is 101010.

Today only I realised that Anita Mui was born on this day 10 Oct. Wish her a happy birthday and wish her find her happiness in the another world. ^^

Today have been a busy weekend for me. Busy with all those tutorials. Feels so boring about it already. Luckily, I have my concert video accompanied me doing all those tutorials. Now, my works have already finished 85%.

Haha...now doing what?? Writing blog and accompany by HK903. Yeah~~I'm listening to HOCC radio interview on her latest album. Huh...I'd waited for 1 week already but I still haven't receive any calls from the CDs shop. Wonder when is the album will be available??

That's all for today la...and before I forget I'm going to wish my friend, Shok Yien a happy birthday. Wish her happy always and all the best in life. =D

It's Monday again~~

At the beginning, I thought I will like Monday cause I'll be having my Business Economics. I like Econs. But now I don't think so...I hate MONDAY due to the "lecturer" who is teaching me Business Law. I was so frustrated with that "lecturer". Feels like want to give her a slap on her face and give her some punches. Whacha~~~~hsss !@#$%

Oh my gosh~~ I think this semester I will defeat by the Business Law. "Thanks" for having such a lecturer. This kind of lecturer is only killing us.
I really have no ideas whether she is teaching LAW or 儸柚(backside). During the whole two hours lecture, keeps on "ass here, ass there, ass everywhere". She is the "best lecturer" I have ever seen since my first day here. Every lecturer hopes that their students will buying textbook so that they can understand more. But, she is the ONLY one who ask back the students, "Hah~~, you all needs textbook?? No need, don't make your life so DIFFICULT". I think with this kind of lecturer, I'm sure my life is going to be TRIPLE more DIFFICULT. She is DAMN LAZY...when we asked when is the replacement class. You know what she answered??
She answered,"Why you all like to make your life difficult?? Replacement class later 啦～～
All lecturers want to settle all the replacement class at the beginning of the semester such as Ms. Boey who replaced our class last week. But she's totally different...want to postpone all things later.

But, you guess who is the last one who suffer?? Sure is us, students will definitely suffer at the end when she can't complete the syllabus. Can I have another lecturer, please??
Oh, I wished she can migrate somewhere else and stop teaching us~~~ FUCK her!!!!

Sorry for being so impolite but I really can't stand her attitude in teaching. She is damn NOT PRO... Having her as my lecturer is my WORST thing in this whole semester. 死囉

PS: This is what I done during her two hours RUBBISH lecture.


Judgement Day

Today is a very important day for me...my JUDGEMENT DAY.

But to my surprise, I'm not as nervous as I think. Because of yesterday I slept very late, I only woke up around 10AM today. Once I opened my Facebook, many of them already post that results released already.

Though I'm not nervous, but I'm not dare enough to open my Intranet myself. I'd waited for about 10 minutes before I dare to open up the TARC website. Once I clicked on Intranet and key in my ID and PW, I quickly shift to my Facebook page (waiting for the page to load). Once I opened back that page, I was so SURPRISE. I get a B- for my Financial Accounting. Though it was not the best result, but I really grateful that I didn't fail this subject. Thanks God for it. The other four subjects are quite GOOD. Overall, I'm quite satisfy with my results though my CGPA had dropped a lot. ==

After checking my results, I cooked myself the last packet of the Korean Mee that Daddy bought and made myself a cup of HOT Milo.



my lunch

Just now I followed my Mom to Herbalife to weigh my weight. Hmm, I know my results sure are all very bad ge la. My metabolism age is 29, which is 10 years older than my actual age. This doesn't sound good 囉. Then, my Mom's coach asked my whether I get enough sleep and drink enough water or not. 哈哈~~ My answer is definitely NO 囉. Then, she also said that one's 心情 is also very important. A happy person will have a better health than a person who always think negatively.

I'm always a negative thinker. Huh~~ how should I change? How to become a HAPPIER person. 死得啦. Want to be happy also don't know? Maybe I really shouldn't think too much la. I should become easy come and easy go. Everything happens is already 注定. Talk 就easy la...but when it comes to action 就 very difficult 囉.

Hmm...lately I don't why suddenly my interest to learn guitar is back. But I'm not sure whether I really want to learn or just to play for fun only. Do you think guitar is suitable for me? Will it be difficult to learn at my age where all my fingers are very robotic now? It is difficult to learn the music notes?? Huh~~ I want to learn something also so 麻煩.

Should I learn guitar???

HOCC 何韻詩 鋼鐵是怎樣煉成的 official HD MV

好好聽~~
HOCC is the best~~♥♥♥

Can I PASSED???

Hmm~~, in about 24 hours, my result for the last semester will be released out.

Though I have my worst prediction which is getting a YELLOW form for the FA and losing my SCHOLARSHIP. I hope this will NEVER happened!!

I'm some sort of MAD and almost become volcanoes that are going to burst out when those lecturers keep on telling us that the passing percentage of students is only 50% and students are killed in Section A and cash flows statements.

喂, no need you all lecturers told, we also know that we are getting killed 啦. Still want to 在我們的傷口撒鹽. Can't they understand our feelings of getting YELLOW forms?

I really do not dare to open my Intranet tomorrow. I really really scared that I will fail the subject. Oh my god, I never feel as nervous and worry as now. I really hope that things can move faster a bit. Especially moment like tomorrow. Hate to face it but life is really cruel.
We always need to face the things that we don't like and what we want will seldom occur.
I hope this time MIRACLE can happen on me. Crossing my fingers and hope that I can see some miracle tomorrow morning.

PS: Mr. Wong is telling us to read more Business News. I think I should start my practice of reading business news from The Star 囉．我唔想fail這個subject啊. Hmm, I'm gonna stop here for blogger and go to have a glance at the business news ^.^

HK 903

Today is my second day of my new semester. It is already my 5th semester in this college. Life back to college is damn boring and sleepy.

I thought I want to post a blog yesterday, but I never did it lastly. I too tired yesterday and moody too. Yesterday, I really feel mad and just felt like killing people. I also done some very "ugly" things yesterday which is very embarrassing. I still can't forget about the matter. Oh~~~

Just now, I'm having my lecture with Ms. Lee. She is really a good hypnotist. Once she came into CDK2, I immediately felt sleepy. Waited for so long until her class ended at 11AM.

I quickly rushed home. Why? Cause my idol was on a radio interview. Haha~~
阿C was on 903 today. So happy to hear her voice and her result for a 口頭禪心理查驗. Here is the test:

口頭禪看你有否殺人傾向

經常掛在嘴邊的口頭禪可以暴露個性，這可是有心理根據的，不信你測測看吧。
下面的這些口頭禪，你通常會說哪一句呢？

A. 說真的、老實說、的確、不騙你
此人有一種擔心對方誤解自己的心理，因此性格有些急躁，內心常有不平。他會十分在意對方自己在團體中可以被認可。於是，極有可能因為情緒的波動，魯莽地殺死了別人！

B. 啊、呀、這個、那個、嗯
這種口頭語的人，反應是較遲鈍，思維慢，比較有城府。因怕說錯話，需有間歇來思考。這種人的內心也常常是很孤獨的。這類人怕事怕錯，太守規，故殺人動機奇低。

 

For me, my answer is surely "B" as I always talk without points and aimless. So, I definitely won't be dare enough to kill people. Haha =D

阿C answer is "A". She said she will kill people with her 眼神.

I like her 口頭禪 "點解係咁、請問？" I like the 請問?... it sounds polite but it had a hidden meaning behind. Cool~~

 

HK 903 is really a good radio station. I like 小儀and森美 programme especially. Hope I can listen to it everyday.

 

I'm gonna stop here for my lunch and later for lecture again...Ms. Boey this round. Hope I won't fall asleep later on. ZZZzzzzz