Why? Why? Why suddenly everything in my life changed upside down?
Firstly, I failed my exam and I just get a CGPA of 2.1. I lost my scholarship and I even lost my confidence in studying ACCA. But, I do believe I can do better in the next round. I believe failing is part of life to make us more successful.
But, why?? Why God take away my Dad in the hardest time of mine? I haven't do many things with my Dad. I haven't bought him any present. I never say "I LOVE YOU, DADDY". I sometimes even didn't talk with him nicely. He still haven't teach my how to drive. I now can't do anything with him anymore, forever and ever.
Actually until this moment, I still can't accept the fact that my Daddy had left us. Maybe it's too sudden. Ya, it's definitely too sudden for everyone of us. Now, I really don't feel like going back to KL anymore, it remind me on that Sunday whereby Daddy and I should be prepared to back KL after dinner. But, before we could have our dinner together, Daddy already left us without our notice.
Though I know life must move on, but it's just too hard for us. I know I really don't know how to express my feelings but I just wanted to tell Daddy (if you are still around us), "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! and I'LL MISS YOU FOREVER". I hope that GOD will take good care of my Daddy until one day where we can reunion. R.I.P, Daddy!!! I am so PROUD to have you as my Daddy!! You're the BEST DADDY!!
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Saturday, January 7, 2012
我回來了 :(
突然心血來潮想寫blog。
心情好差，好煩，好擔心，好內疚。
好想用寫blog嚟發泄我geh心情。
今天早上考試，做咗好似冇做咁樣。好煩吖，好擔心會fail。我唔想我父母對我失望。
心覺得而家的生活完全不是人的生活，it’s more like a life of a soldier having a war.
係唔係人越大就會有更多更多geh 煩惱，更多憂慮。點解？Why？Why we have to undergo all these kind of things in life.
更多geh stress 令到我就嚟瘋啦。
太多考驗啦，我接受唔到囉。
希望我的身體同心理能撐到11號啦。
希望神會救我啦。amen <3
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