我的心好痛．．．點解嘢？

Now is already 2.16am, but I still can't sleep.

Just now while I'm lying on the bed, I think about many things. I think about 下鄉D事情. I had a heartache for not be able to 回鄉. I also think about the sms that SJ send to me. She said that our group will never be together. I feel so sad about what she meant. Does they angry with me because I didn't 回鄉 with them and go steamboat with them? 我真係好sad吖.

我的頭也覺得很痛吖. 好辛苦吖~~ (I want to cry already...T^T)
Why life is so tough? Now even want to sleep also so DIFFICULT...
I really cannot stand all these anymore. Can someone please help me end all these suffers?
I really want to get a good sleep before I start my class later on at 9AM. Should I eat some FLU medicine to help me to get sleep? I think I really need it.

Hmm...I am going to take my medicine and eat now. Hope I can sleep 啦. Once again... GOOD NIGHT. Oops, I don't think now is Good Night... now should be GOOD SLEEP.

PS: I hope you guys won't mad at me. I'm feeling more sick now~~

siCk jOr....

Oo..........finally i know that if ppl...sick jor...will really feel suffering.........OMG..i sick jor....la....i hav flu....and a bit of fever........i feel so terrible....during the school times....and at last...i really can't stand it...so i sleep in class liao...after school..........after i having my lunch....n my medicines.........i sleep like a corpse for 6 hours.....n of course......i miss all my tuition class....juz after..........i wake up...........i feel so dizzy....so teruk la......then later i go out to buy my dinner......n go to take back my photostat papers......after consuming my delicious "wan tan mee".....i mei on9 a while lo.....then........i chat a while.....with hui xin......rupa-rupanya.....many ppl oso got read my blog........hui xin say she got read my blog.....then she asked y i seem unhappy ge......yes lo ho....y i seem unhappy ge....WAT makes me feels so sad???? i oso dunno la....but i really try hard not to be sad for no purpose........so now.....i am feeling better now........but one more things i quite fan abt is......dunno whether i should go for the form 5 kl n genting trip or not??? but i already go for the penang trip.........so i dunno whether i hav so much money or not............but i really wanna go to genting wo.........so dunno le...??? but kah yan gt go wo.....ok la.....no matter wats.......see first la...whether who else gt go.....so bad la..2moro still hav to go to school.......got extra class for add maths...ai yo