Now is already 2.16am, but I still can't sleep.
Just now while I'm lying on the bed, I think about many things. I think about 下鄉D事情. I had a heartache for not be able to 回鄉. I also think about the sms that SJ send to me. She said that our group will never be together. I feel so sad about what she meant. Does they angry with me because I didn't 回鄉 with them and go steamboat with them? 我真係好sad吖.
我的頭也覺得很痛吖. 好辛苦吖~~ (I want to cry already...T^T)
Why life is so tough? Now even want to sleep also so DIFFICULT...
I really cannot stand all these anymore. Can someone please help me end all these suffers?
I really want to get a good sleep before I start my class later on at 9AM. Should I eat some FLU medicine to help me to get sleep? I think I really need it.
Hmm...I am going to take my medicine and eat now. Hope I can sleep 啦. Once again... GOOD NIGHT. Oops, I don't think now is Good Night... now should be GOOD SLEEP.
PS: I hope you guys won't mad at me. I'm feeling more sick now~~
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Monday, September 27, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Last day of the Holidays
Today is the last day of my semester break. Tomorrow need to get back to college again.
Huh~~ no more holidays already. Busy life is going to start. Life is getting tougher and tougher. Hope that I can survive till the end.
Recently, I had done something wrong and I'm feeling a bit guilty right now.
So sorry to all my 下鄉 friends. So sorry that I can't accomplish the mission with you all. So sorry. =(
Other than that, I feel more sorry to my 宣傳股. I really want to go Ipoh with you all. But so sorry, since I'm getting sick. I don't feel like going anywhere. So sorry. Hope you guys can understand me and forgive me.
I think tonight I should go to bed earlier so that I can wake up on time tomorrow morning. I think there's nothing much that I want to share here. I want to stop here. Goo Night!!
Huh~~ no more holidays already. Busy life is going to start. Life is getting tougher and tougher. Hope that I can survive till the end.
Recently, I had done something wrong and I'm feeling a bit guilty right now.
So sorry to all my 下鄉 friends. So sorry that I can't accomplish the mission with you all. So sorry. =(
Other than that, I feel more sorry to my 宣傳股. I really want to go Ipoh with you all. But so sorry, since I'm getting sick. I don't feel like going anywhere. So sorry. Hope you guys can understand me and forgive me.
I think tonight I should go to bed earlier so that I can wake up on time tomorrow morning. I think there's nothing much that I want to share here. I want to stop here. Goo Night!!
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
下乡的日子真的很难忘
哈哈。。。休息了三天，我终于恢复正常了。
在这几天内，我收到很多我的营员们的短信。。。真的非常感动哦！
应为他们都很想念我们这班哥哥和姐姐哦。。。
刚才我收到奇胜的电话，感觉非常奇怪哦！没想到他会打电话给我咯！
真的很想念他们这班小朋友啊。。。
很想回去找他们，但是在他们的儿童节那天， 我有课哦。。。我不想 skip class 哦
不知道 what to do?? But one thing for sure is that I really miss them!!!
Wish they can pass the photos to me as soon as possible...so that I can see their faces again...
Once I get the photos, I'll post one more blog on my experiences during 下乡。。。异人一梦培训营!!!
马可尼组的副督导，美仪 signing out @ 9.10pm
在这几天内，我收到很多我的营员们的短信。。。真的非常感动哦！
应为他们都很想念我们这班哥哥和姐姐哦。。。
刚才我收到奇胜的电话，感觉非常奇怪哦！没想到他会打电话给我咯！
真的很想念他们这班小朋友啊。。。
很想回去找他们，但是在他们的儿童节那天， 我有课哦。。。我不想 skip class 哦
不知道 what to do?? But one thing for sure is that I really miss them!!!
Wish they can pass the photos to me as soon as possible...so that I can see their faces again...
Once I get the photos, I'll post one more blog on my experiences during 下乡。。。异人一梦培训营!!!
马可尼组的副督导，美仪 signing out @ 9.10pm
Monday, October 5, 2009
下乡完了。。。很高心！！！
终于下完乡了。。。
Let's write back in english...
Finally my mission....NO!NO!NO!....should be our 36 members' mission is finally accomplished. Our 下乡mission is considered quite successful oh....This feeling of happiness is so great... which remind me about those camp which I attended with my friends during my secondary time...!!! Haha.
I really miss my group members very much...I mean the children arr...
especially 勇辉 and 奇胜...they are so cute!!
But my 义弟义妹 not very familiar with me... being children are really 幸福哦....
This three days with them are really memorable lo.... hope can see them again!!!
Haha... Hope you all will success in your future.... Please don't forget me arr!!!
In my blog here... I want to thanks all the other 35 members of 下乡社区服务团...
Thanks for not 放弃 me....
I know that I give you all my problems and I don't know Chinese well...which I really can't understand you all sometime...
Not forget to thanks my 宣传股 members... as my arts is not good, I can't contribute my ideas to you all....so sorry arr...
Once again...I wish we all will continue our 下乡spirit la...
下乡gambateh...下乡gambateh...Oh~ GAMBATEH!!!!
Let's write back in english...
Finally my mission....NO!NO!NO!....should be our 36 members' mission is finally accomplished. Our 下乡mission is considered quite successful oh....This feeling of happiness is so great... which remind me about those camp which I attended with my friends during my secondary time...!!! Haha.
I really miss my group members very much...I mean the children arr...
especially 勇辉 and 奇胜...they are so cute!!
But my 义弟义妹 not very familiar with me... being children are really 幸福哦....
This three days with them are really memorable lo.... hope can see them again!!!
Haha... Hope you all will success in your future.... Please don't forget me arr!!!
In my blog here... I want to thanks all the other 35 members of 下乡社区服务团...
Thanks for not 放弃 me....
I know that I give you all my problems and I don't know Chinese well...which I really can't understand you all sometime...
Not forget to thanks my 宣传股 members... as my arts is not good, I can't contribute my ideas to you all....so sorry arr...
Once again...I wish we all will continue our 下乡spirit la...
下乡gambateh...下乡gambateh...Oh~ GAMBATEH!!!!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
我的烦恼。。。终于解决了!! Horray
This few days I really feel depressed and frustrated... always form group with that three people only...want to make new friends also cannot... As I already know, once I choose the wrong gang of people...then "hancurlah" my life!!! My HE assignment only get 23 marks out of 30 marks... and the more worse in my HE test... Haha...as I already know...sure "hancur" one... I get 22 out of 40. Teruknya!! I also have calculated on my coursework marks for HE...and if not wrong, I need to do very well in the Exam in order to get a "A" which I think it is IMPOSSIBLE!!! Haha...and yesterday, I just done my HE presentation...hmm, actually not too satisfied with the marks but...just accepted it lo....what to do??
I always thinking about the same thing throughout the week... SHOULD I CONTINUE MYSELF IN CS??? Huh, as I am not good in my Chinese... I feel that myself very useless and I started to feel "自卑" as I seemed can't contribute anything to the society and I keep on asking on my senior...what sports is the most easy to get the 2 credit hours?? I keep on finding ways to "escape" from CS. But by the way, I really like CS very much. Just because I can't speak fluently in Chinese, sometimes I just dare not voice up my opinions... as I don't how to tell some words in Mandarin. Haiz...what to do?? Who ask me don't know Chinese??
I keep on telling myself that I can do it. But eventually I can't do anything. I keep on struggling on what decision should I make.... I even asked my best friends' advice. Two of them ask me to quit as it seemed to be a burden to me... but my dear, Pei Shin give me opinion to me that I should give a try and try to manage both my study and co-q.... But the things I most worry about is that I scared I will lose my scholarship... I scared I can't do well in my study if I enter CS as this society is a damn busy society in the entire college... Haha!!! I also don't understand why I will enter this society at first...
Haha...today feel extremely sad...and my friends keep on asking me why I look like a corpse and walk like a corpse!! Sure like a corpse la...a lot of tension ma!! Tests, assignments, exam and CS!!! I feel that I can't manage all of them at the same time...and this week I really cried a lot. What to do... except release all my sadness through the tears that rolling down to my cheeks?? I even think of "放弃" but I really cannot give up this opportunity as I really lucky to be the chosen one...haha!! I even think of not attending the meeting for today but... I keep on telling myself to keep on trying!! I struggle for a long time and I finally end up with a conclusion which is continue myself in CS.
My mom told me that if I already worked hard...if the scholarship is really forgone, then also nothing can be done except that I need to pay my own money lol...but I think I will still got some discount geh...haha!! Staff rate!! So, what Kenix should do is try my best to get a "A" for every unit but I really know that it is a "MISSION IMPOSSIBLE"... so just try my best not to fail a single unit lo...then I think this mission, I can still handle geh!!! Tomorrow got QS test arr... very scare but I just can do one thing which is try my best... just try to pass!!!
Haha...tomorrow night is the O'Night but I won't go as a student but as a staff's daughter and thus I don't need to very dinner dress...HAHA!!! Kenix...gambateh and 下乡 gambateh!! Hope that I can really manage both of them la... GOD BLESS!!! Good night!!! Wakaka...
confusing kenix signing out @ 11.58pm
I always thinking about the same thing throughout the week... SHOULD I CONTINUE MYSELF IN CS??? Huh, as I am not good in my Chinese... I feel that myself very useless and I started to feel "自卑" as I seemed can't contribute anything to the society and I keep on asking on my senior...what sports is the most easy to get the 2 credit hours?? I keep on finding ways to "escape" from CS. But by the way, I really like CS very much. Just because I can't speak fluently in Chinese, sometimes I just dare not voice up my opinions... as I don't how to tell some words in Mandarin. Haiz...what to do?? Who ask me don't know Chinese??
I keep on telling myself that I can do it. But eventually I can't do anything. I keep on struggling on what decision should I make.... I even asked my best friends' advice. Two of them ask me to quit as it seemed to be a burden to me... but my dear, Pei Shin give me opinion to me that I should give a try and try to manage both my study and co-q.... But the things I most worry about is that I scared I will lose my scholarship... I scared I can't do well in my study if I enter CS as this society is a damn busy society in the entire college... Haha!!! I also don't understand why I will enter this society at first...
Haha...today feel extremely sad...and my friends keep on asking me why I look like a corpse and walk like a corpse!! Sure like a corpse la...a lot of tension ma!! Tests, assignments, exam and CS!!! I feel that I can't manage all of them at the same time...and this week I really cried a lot. What to do... except release all my sadness through the tears that rolling down to my cheeks?? I even think of "放弃" but I really cannot give up this opportunity as I really lucky to be the chosen one...haha!! I even think of not attending the meeting for today but... I keep on telling myself to keep on trying!! I struggle for a long time and I finally end up with a conclusion which is continue myself in CS.
My mom told me that if I already worked hard...if the scholarship is really forgone, then also nothing can be done except that I need to pay my own money lol...but I think I will still got some discount geh...haha!! Staff rate!! So, what Kenix should do is try my best to get a "A" for every unit but I really know that it is a "MISSION IMPOSSIBLE"... so just try my best not to fail a single unit lo...then I think this mission, I can still handle geh!!! Tomorrow got QS test arr... very scare but I just can do one thing which is try my best... just try to pass!!!
Haha...tomorrow night is the O'Night but I won't go as a student but as a staff's daughter and thus I don't need to very dinner dress...HAHA!!! Kenix...gambateh and 下乡 gambateh!! Hope that I can really manage both of them la... GOD BLESS!!! Good night!!! Wakaka...
confusing kenix signing out @ 11.58pm
Sunday, July 12, 2009
~ A meaningful weekend ~
Oh...my whole body is so painful!!! "Lebam" here and "luka" there... so bad oo
Actually this weekend I have a CS Training Camp at college...and the camp just ended at 10pm...
I learn quite a lot from this camp but le... I don't know whether my "semangat" can stay for how long... Now I will write back what had happened during this three days!!!
10 July 2009, Friday
Today is my first day in CS Training Camp. Firstly, I sure feel nervous lo. Keep on checking whether I have forgotten to bring anything. And as usual, as I am not good in my Mandarin, I don't like to speak much...as every word I say I need to translate it in my brain from Cantonese to Mandarin but sometimes I'll translate the word wrongly and I'll feel 尴尬. The activities for that day are really fun. And we are having a activity called "小主人 and 小天使". Our group GF, Penny and AGF, Jen Li are really cool. Feel so happy to make friends with them( my group member). Then we sing our NegaraKu and read "ikrar". Then the rest of the days also play games...we went home at 10pm...feel so hungry at that time cause I haven't take my dinner...To be continued.............
11 July 2009, Saturday
Today we draw our group flag and create our group slogan and song. Our group name is...幸运四叶草!!! Then we have a game and in that game, I learn the importance to trust the people in our group. Then we also given a task to perform on Sunday where those Senior will act like "small children". After discussion, we decide to perform a dance!!! We have a sketch...have a lot of fun [^U^]... I discover that my 小主人 is my AGF, Jen Li and I get to know that my 小天使 is Khoo Sin Jia...haha!!! So coincidence both my 小主人 and 小天使 are in my group...hehehe
At night we have our 联欢晚会...though the food at GK is terrible but really have some fun la...hehe!! At last I saw her smile... congratulation 纪律 for getting second place for the best 笑容... After that, we go practise our dance "woosa woosa". So cham have to copy 20 times of the 宗旨. It is really a hard task for me...and finally I write till 4am
12 July 2009, Sunday
OMG...I almost last for the camp. Today in an activity we are required to dance 星星舞 with our eyes blindfolded. Huh, our group lost and we need to "tekan-tubi" 80 times...alamak sakitnya!!!
Then, here come the "children"!!! Wow, those Senior are very good in acting arr... But I as AGF really done a terrible job...I admit my weakness...I really want surrender le. These are not normal "children"... they are mad de!! So cham de 纪律... voice also "sa" liao...and she is one of the "children" damn crazy de... After that, we have some discussion on our job... Later we have our Station Games... So fun la... After having our dinner, we gathered at SAD hall again... We are taken to sit at a specific place where we told to close our eyes... Then something happened that make us cry lolz... so 感动... Senior, so sorry that we seem not appreciate you all... Sorry for not giving response to your questions... Sorry for not understanding your hard work and sorry for not respecting you all... sorry and thanks for all the hard work you all have given to us... haha!! Thanks Jen Li for your present... that monkey looks so cute la... hehe and hope Sin Jia will like my gift la... At last we dance for a while and take photograph and that's the end for our training camp!!! Gonna miss this camp very much... I really can survive in 下乡?? Hope I can "kekal" till the end la...
下乡 gambateh!!! Muackzz
That is the end of my blog about the Training Camp... Good Night!!!
kenix signing out @ 11.55 pm
Actually this weekend I have a CS Training Camp at college...and the camp just ended at 10pm...
I learn quite a lot from this camp but le... I don't know whether my "semangat" can stay for how long... Now I will write back what had happened during this three days!!!
10 July 2009, Friday
Today is my first day in CS Training Camp. Firstly, I sure feel nervous lo. Keep on checking whether I have forgotten to bring anything. And as usual, as I am not good in my Mandarin, I don't like to speak much...as every word I say I need to translate it in my brain from Cantonese to Mandarin but sometimes I'll translate the word wrongly and I'll feel 尴尬. The activities for that day are really fun. And we are having a activity called "小主人 and 小天使". Our group GF, Penny and AGF, Jen Li are really cool. Feel so happy to make friends with them( my group member). Then we sing our NegaraKu and read "ikrar". Then the rest of the days also play games...we went home at 10pm...feel so hungry at that time cause I haven't take my dinner...To be continued.............
11 July 2009, Saturday
Today we draw our group flag and create our group slogan and song. Our group name is...幸运四叶草!!! Then we have a game and in that game, I learn the importance to trust the people in our group. Then we also given a task to perform on Sunday where those Senior will act like "small children". After discussion, we decide to perform a dance!!! We have a sketch...have a lot of fun [^U^]... I discover that my 小主人 is my AGF, Jen Li and I get to know that my 小天使 is Khoo Sin Jia...haha!!! So coincidence both my 小主人 and 小天使 are in my group...hehehe
At night we have our 联欢晚会...though the food at GK is terrible but really have some fun la...hehe!! At last I saw her smile... congratulation 纪律 for getting second place for the best 笑容... After that, we go practise our dance "woosa woosa". So cham have to copy 20 times of the 宗旨. It is really a hard task for me...and finally I write till 4am
12 July 2009, Sunday
OMG...I almost last for the camp. Today in an activity we are required to dance 星星舞 with our eyes blindfolded. Huh, our group lost and we need to "tekan-tubi" 80 times...alamak sakitnya!!!
Then, here come the "children"!!! Wow, those Senior are very good in acting arr... But I as AGF really done a terrible job...I admit my weakness...I really want surrender le. These are not normal "children"... they are mad de!! So cham de 纪律... voice also "sa" liao...and she is one of the "children" damn crazy de... After that, we have some discussion on our job... Later we have our Station Games... So fun la... After having our dinner, we gathered at SAD hall again... We are taken to sit at a specific place where we told to close our eyes... Then something happened that make us cry lolz... so 感动... Senior, so sorry that we seem not appreciate you all... Sorry for not giving response to your questions... Sorry for not understanding your hard work and sorry for not respecting you all... sorry and thanks for all the hard work you all have given to us... haha!! Thanks Jen Li for your present... that monkey looks so cute la... hehe and hope Sin Jia will like my gift la... At last we dance for a while and take photograph and that's the end for our training camp!!! Gonna miss this camp very much... I really can survive in 下乡?? Hope I can "kekal" till the end la...
下乡 gambateh!!! Muackzz
That is the end of my blog about the Training Camp... Good Night!!!
kenix signing out @ 11.55 pm
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