煩惱是自尋的

As usual, 我係一個鍾意自尋煩惱的一個傻人。冇錯啊、我都係鐘意難為自己的。Everyone hope to treat themselves in a better way. But for me, I just like to search more and more trouble for myself. 

Even it's just a really small matter, I can transform it until the matter is as HUGE as a BIG mountain. I know it seems too exaggerate but for me...it's a fact.

Why I'm so CRUEL to myself? Even to decide whether to cut my hair or not also give me a HEADACHE. Why can't I think more simple?? Oh~ my brain, what are you thinking about?

All this kind of 煩惱 really make me feels depressed. But I'm too weak to control it. And in the end, I was the one who is getting control by all this 煩惱 which is the DEVIL in me. I want to get rid of the DEVIL inside me. But how? Can you see...I am creating a new trouble for myself again. I'm such an idiot. Though this word "idiot" really mean but it is the most suitable word to describe me.

I think I can only find happiness if I can get rid of all these troubles. But, when will it comes, my happiness???

I always wish that I could be 傻傻過日晨。Then, maybe I'll be more cheerful. But, I understand I won't find it before I could change my personalities. I was used to give myself a lot of stress to accomplish my goal. I have too much goals to score but I don't really have the ability to handle all of them.

Kenix, maybe you should let go of your goals. You can't accomplish all of them. All of them only can give you sadness. Please, don't waste your youth with all these. You should enjoy your life to the fullest.

哈哈、説就容易、行動就很難囉。

Who really can do it?? I really can't manage and I think I'll going to live with all my troubles till the end of my chapter.

P/S: Today is Goomo's birthday. 祝她生日快樂 and 身體健康、永久開心。哈哈

101010

Today is a very special day cause today is 101010.

Today only I realised that Anita Mui was born on this day 10 Oct. Wish her a happy birthday and wish her find her happiness in the another world. ^^

Today have been a busy weekend for me. Busy with all those tutorials. Feels so boring about it already. Luckily, I have my concert video accompanied me doing all those tutorials. Now, my works have already finished 85%.

Haha...now doing what?? Writing blog and accompany by HK903. Yeah~~I'm listening to HOCC radio interview on her latest album. Huh...I'd waited for 1 week already but I still haven't receive any calls from the CDs shop. Wonder when is the album will be available??

That's all for today la...and before I forget I'm going to wish my friend, Shok Yien a happy birthday. Wish her happy always and all the best in life. =D

It's Monday again~~

At the beginning, I thought I will like Monday cause I'll be having my Business Economics. I like Econs. But now I don't think so...I hate MONDAY due to the "lecturer" who is teaching me Business Law. I was so frustrated with that "lecturer". Feels like want to give her a slap on her face and give her some punches. Whacha~~~~hsss !@#$%

Oh my gosh~~ I think this semester I will defeat by the Business Law. "Thanks" for having such a lecturer. This kind of lecturer is only killing us.
I really have no ideas whether she is teaching LAW or 儸柚(backside). During the whole two hours lecture, keeps on "ass here, ass there, ass everywhere". She is the "best lecturer" I have ever seen since my first day here. Every lecturer hopes that their students will buying textbook so that they can understand more. But, she is the ONLY one who ask back the students, "Hah~~, you all needs textbook?? No need, don't make your life so DIFFICULT". I think with this kind of lecturer, I'm sure my life is going to be TRIPLE more DIFFICULT. She is DAMN LAZY...when we asked when is the replacement class. You know what she answered??
She answered,"Why you all like to make your life difficult?? Replacement class later 啦～～
All lecturers want to settle all the replacement class at the beginning of the semester such as Ms. Boey who replaced our class last week. But she's totally different...want to postpone all things later.

But, you guess who is the last one who suffer?? Sure is us, students will definitely suffer at the end when she can't complete the syllabus. Can I have another lecturer, please??
Oh, I wished she can migrate somewhere else and stop teaching us~~~ FUCK her!!!!

Sorry for being so impolite but I really can't stand her attitude in teaching. She is damn NOT PRO... Having her as my lecturer is my WORST thing in this whole semester. 死囉

PS: This is what I done during her two hours RUBBISH lecture.