It's Monday again~~

At the beginning, I thought I will like Monday cause I'll be having my Business Economics. I like Econs. But now I don't think so...I hate MONDAY due to the "lecturer" who is teaching me Business Law. I was so frustrated with that "lecturer". Feels like want to give her a slap on her face and give her some punches. Whacha~~~~hsss !@#$%

Oh my gosh~~ I think this semester I will defeat by the Business Law. "Thanks" for having such a lecturer. This kind of lecturer is only killing us.
I really have no ideas whether she is teaching LAW or 儸柚(backside). During the whole two hours lecture, keeps on "ass here, ass there, ass everywhere". She is the "best lecturer" I have ever seen since my first day here. Every lecturer hopes that their students will buying textbook so that they can understand more. But, she is the ONLY one who ask back the students, "Hah~~, you all needs textbook?? No need, don't make your life so DIFFICULT". I think with this kind of lecturer, I'm sure my life is going to be TRIPLE more DIFFICULT. She is DAMN LAZY...when we asked when is the replacement class. You know what she answered??
She answered,"Why you all like to make your life difficult?? Replacement class later 啦～～
All lecturers want to settle all the replacement class at the beginning of the semester such as Ms. Boey who replaced our class last week. But she's totally different...want to postpone all things later.

But, you guess who is the last one who suffer?? Sure is us, students will definitely suffer at the end when she can't complete the syllabus. Can I have another lecturer, please??
Oh, I wished she can migrate somewhere else and stop teaching us~~~ FUCK her!!!!

Sorry for being so impolite but I really can't stand her attitude in teaching. She is damn NOT PRO... Having her as my lecturer is my WORST thing in this whole semester. 死囉

PS: This is what I done during her two hours RUBBISH lecture.


Can I PASSED???

Hmm~~, in about 24 hours, my result for the last semester will be released out.

Though I have my worst prediction which is getting a YELLOW form for the FA and losing my SCHOLARSHIP. I hope this will NEVER happened!!

I'm some sort of MAD and almost become volcanoes that are going to burst out when those lecturers keep on telling us that the passing percentage of students is only 50% and students are killed in Section A and cash flows statements.

喂, no need you all lecturers told, we also know that we are getting killed 啦. Still want to 在我們的傷口撒鹽. Can't they understand our feelings of getting YELLOW forms?

I really do not dare to open my Intranet tomorrow. I really really scared that I will fail the subject. Oh my god, I never feel as nervous and worry as now. I really hope that things can move faster a bit. Especially moment like tomorrow. Hate to face it but life is really cruel.
We always need to face the things that we don't like and what we want will seldom occur.
I hope this time MIRACLE can happen on me. Crossing my fingers and hope that I can see some miracle tomorrow morning.

PS: Mr. Wong is telling us to read more Business News. I think I should start my practice of reading business news from The Star 囉．我唔想fail這個subject啊. Hmm, I'm gonna stop here for blogger and go to have a glance at the business news ^.^

i am sad [-,-II]

Today.....I go learn parking

I feel so sad and I don't know what reason that make me feel sad??
Maybe because I am undergoes a lot of PRESSURE....erh!!
My driving skill today is bad.....and just more simple to say TERRIBLE
and that "UNCLE" keep on saying that I am very bad in driving.....

Oh man, please la...Under the hot sun, who can stay.....I almost very sunburn lo???
Moreover, this week I really didn't have a good sleep also!!!
Camp, camp and CAMP!!! ALL stuff is making me so STRESS!!!!
Even though I don't have anything to do.....hahaha

Am I going to pass my driving test??? And now....I even feel unsure whether I can pass my motor test or not???

May Lord gives me STRENGTH to overcome ALL my STRESS.....and I hope I can pass my test once....As my money almost finish le....Lacking of money...making me so sad..
May GOD bless me!!!

~# signing out ~# kenix @ 3.42pm

eXam wEeK......

Oo......at last the final exam starts.............n today is the third day of the exam...............so sian la......i HATE EXAM.........!!!! today my history paper really sucks la...............when all the questions.....i oso dun noe.........die lo me..............later so more bad when i ans the moral paper..............juz the same.......SUCK.............oh i so tension la.........when next week the exam...........all oso seem to be very tough for me.............xpecially the bio........n physics.............oMG.................exam faster end la.....i already can't stand such a pressure...........this few days i.....oso dun hav a gud sleep as i went to bed at 4 sumthing........then wake up at 6.30..............so tired and suffering la...............i hope that i din do things at the eleventh-hour.............thinking about my english paper.............i think my essay will fail la.............as i done many mistake at my essay.................sian la...........b4 i forgot..........today is my fren.....pei shin birthday.............wish her will hav a happy day today la.....n oso gud luck for her exam.................HAPPY BIRTHDAY.........pei shin.............today PSS hav held the "mesyuarat agung"..............n the ajk for next year hav been "diumumkan".............n i am the pengerusi of the PSS...................so happy la.....of course..............but i scared i can't do it la..............cuz that's a quite big responsibility............i hope i can do my best la.....as the pengerusi for the PSS next year...........ok la...........it's quite late lo...........n i am going to do my revision as tomorrow hav maths exam la..............must do sum preparations.............

uSeLeSs....keN!x

it hav been ages....i din post any blog recently......cuz i am sort of "busy"...la.....exam is juz 2 days left but.....wat hav i done........????? i really dun hav any idea about it......at first...i am very " tekad" to study ge.....but then...cuz i can't understand wat i am studying abt that bio.....i giv up la.....i hav use 4 days to study on it.....but i still at chapter 2.....y actually i can't understand it..............OOh....i am sure of it.........cuz i never listen to wat my teacher teach in class lo...........wat a USELESS person am i!!!...........after i giv up on that bio.........i suddenly "sudah terjebak dlm" games..........i play games everyday since the day i surrender to that bio.....i become addicted to the games............i play games until 5.30 in the morning..................the juz on friday..........i get sick jor.....luckily....on saturday.........i feel better.....thanks god......today during i went for bm tuition.........i asked my frenz..hav they study for the exam.....i feel that they all must finish revising..........juz me who haven't done all that...........OO...i am so scared that i will fail my exam..............xpecially the bio....sejarah....n add maths.....n not forget physics too...........ok la.............i think i won't post any blogs until my exam end..............hope that i will hav a better result la......may god bless me la.........USELESS meiyee.......................

nErVoUs.....

I am so nervous and scared nowadays.....xpecially when i saw those form 5 de students are already having their trial.......OMG juz one more year to go......n me myself will be sitting for the spm trial....SPM.....time really past very fast......juz a blink of eyes.........n i already in form 4 this year........juz now i read ah ling the comment......she said that the trial paper is very difficult.....xpecially de sj......actually that day...hui xin oso got told me tat de sj paper 2 is damn difficult ke wo........they so "keng" oso said the questions are difficult.....Ooo.... then wat will happen to me if i am the one who is taking the exam....me sure get 9......i really dun understand why i am so lazy this year.......i always plan to do all my homeworks.....during holidays.....but the results usually is that i will juz do when date due.......What had happen to me??? Why can't i juz concentrate at my studies???? I must control myself.....i can't let the laziness control me....i must overcome my problems..........i suppose to study right now.......but juz can't control myself so juz on9 lo......but i must plan my time wisely......cuz i oso need some times to relax my mind........study hard....meiyee........i know that i can do it......add oil meiyee!!!!!

Scout...........????

Oo.....i am going to be crazy coz i hav waited for half a day....until i can post tis blog.....this is bcoz the line of the internet isn't that gud tis few days...........Actually........since we have chosen the next year commitee for the scout.....i isn't that happy coz i din get a gud post.......but never mind la.......at least a discipline master (pengawai disiplin)..is consider ok la... but tis few days...i am wondering whether i am one of the commitee or not...? Am i de pengawai disiplin? Somehow i think i'm not the discipline master as everything about discipline..is juz none of my business.....i'm totally disappointed with the scout....I dun like to march.............i dun wan join the meeting.................i dun wan to involved in the SCOUT anymore.....there are no sweet memory for me anymore in SCOUT since hing wai left.........I am very tired la......i wan to stop....i wanna to stop every single activities that all about scout....But i din dare......coz i scared that tis will affect my Co-curriculum.... Why can't they giv me some times for me to relax and i juz wanna to concentrate in my studies? Oooooo............wat should i do? Should i stop? This is all the questions that will always come to my mind.......Oo....my jesus.........can u plz give me sum guidance on wat should i do? Moreover, nowadays.....scout is juz like a burden to me.....not like in the past....that time i really enjoy doing the scout activities although we march under the hot sun....we never complain....I really hope that i can go back when i was in form 1....when i was only a member "zai".....Miss tat time a lot...........!!!! Now i feel very tension when wilson ask me whether i wanna go for the JD exam.......i really wanna to go but for wat i go now??? i dun think that i still got time for me to take the king scout's exam......Ooo......i dun wanna to think about scout now....!!!! Coz it'll make me get headache!!!! my head juz like wan to explode lo......so painful....Ok la, i think that's all for today la......may GOD bless me!!!!! Gud Luck to myself.............la

wHat iS hApPeNing tO mysELf.....

My mood is......DOWN!!!

OMG.....! What I have been doing in this half of the year? I really have no idea about those activities that I have done as if I have lost all my memories....
I know that I cannot keep on my attitudes like that cause I am already in form 4.....next year I will be having my SPM
BUT what can I do??? Who can come and help me....guide me to the correct path....huh!!!
Why all my friends seem to be so free as they even got time to go here and there....but for me....it is better for me hanging at home.....and sitting in front of the computer just like now......
Now already left one day and August is coming....but I seem that I don't know what I have been studying all the times.....
Today.....when I get back my Bio's exam paper......once again.....disappointed......cause I FAIL my Bio
That moment only I realised that I don't know what have been taught by teacher during my Biology period.....
Furthermore....I feel that I am very LAZY this year......cause I always run away from my tuition class....and even though I attend for tuition...I surely will sleep during lecture....
Why I always feel so tired de.....? Sometimes....I even think.....should I sacrifice my scout and others co-curiculum stuff and pay fully attention to my studies.....?
I really don't know......
Okay la....as now is already very late....I think I should go to bed lolz......
meiyee.................gambateh!!!!!!!!!!!