Since today is the last day of the year, everyone is busy planning how to celebrate new year and where to go. Everyone are happy except me.
I definitely hate today. Today will be my worst new year eve i had ever had. Since Malaysia had won, today is a public holiday for the whole country. But, why today is a holiday?? If today is not a public holiday, I think I won't be so sad.
I hate them. Am I requesting too much??? Why they can't return back my things in a good way?? Keep asking which one you want?? I just want back all my stuff. Why you idiot want to care whether I will use my books again or not. Just return back to me without much noise.
Why... is it having a loud voice is a crime?? Is it speaking loudly means I don't have any manners?? Is it me who is wrong all the time??? I am the 坏人 and I am always be the mad one isn't it?? Ya....I know you just don't care about me one...you just care about your sons. What am I to you??? Nothing...I am nothing to you. I am always the one doing wrong. I just a useless daughter of yours. I just know how to spend your money...is it??
Ya...I like to scream...it is a crime?? Whatever I do is wrong.
I just need some care...have you ever care about me....
your son go where also you care so much....how about me...???
ya...I am jealous....I hate to be the eldest....
People always say being the only daughter, your parents sure very "sayang" you la...
NO....being the only daughter to my parents is NOTHING~~ They are just like the typical traditional chinese...ONLY CARE about the SONS. DAUGHTER is just like a pail of water that will be pour out...
Having a good result also means nothing...they just say educated people are just very arrogant and too proud of themselves... Then why should I study anymore....
I HATE THEM and I EVEN HATE MYSELF....
I just don't know what have I type...I am too stress out and sad now....I think I am going to be insane soon...
Friday, December 31, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
煩惱是自尋的
As usual, 我係一個鍾意自尋煩惱的一個傻人。冇錯啊、我都係鐘意難為自己的。Everyone hope to treat themselves in a better way. But for me, I just like to search more and more trouble for myself.
Even it's just a really small matter, I can transform it until the matter is as HUGE as a BIG mountain. I know it seems too exaggerate but for me...it's a fact.
Why I'm so CRUEL to myself? Even to decide whether to cut my hair or not also give me a HEADACHE. Why can't I think more simple?? Oh~ my brain, what are you thinking about?
All this kind of 煩惱 really make me feels depressed. But I'm too weak to control it. And in the end, I was the one who is getting control by all this 煩惱 which is the DEVIL in me. I want to get rid of the DEVIL inside me. But how? Can you see...I am creating a new trouble for myself again. I'm such an idiot. Though this word "idiot" really mean but it is the most suitable word to describe me.
I think I can only find happiness if I can get rid of all these troubles. But, when will it comes, my happiness???
I always wish that I could be 傻傻過日晨。Then, maybe I'll be more cheerful. But, I understand I won't find it before I could change my personalities. I was used to give myself a lot of stress to accomplish my goal. I have too much goals to score but I don't really have the ability to handle all of them.
Kenix, maybe you should let go of your goals. You can't accomplish all of them. All of them only can give you sadness. Please, don't waste your youth with all these. You should enjoy your life to the fullest.
哈哈、説就容易、行動就很難囉。
Who really can do it?? I really can't manage and I think I'll going to live with all my troubles till the end of my chapter.
P/S: Today is Goomo's birthday. 祝她生日快樂 and 身體健康、永久開心。哈哈
All this kind of 煩惱 really make me feels depressed. But I'm too weak to control it. And in the end, I was the one who is getting control by all this 煩惱 which is the DEVIL in me. I want to get rid of the DEVIL inside me. But how? Can you see...I am creating a new trouble for myself again. I'm such an idiot. Though this word "idiot" really mean but it is the most suitable word to describe me.
I think I can only find happiness if I can get rid of all these troubles. But, when will it comes, my happiness???
I always wish that I could be 傻傻過日晨。Then, maybe I'll be more cheerful. But, I understand I won't find it before I could change my personalities. I was used to give myself a lot of stress to accomplish my goal. I have too much goals to score but I don't really have the ability to handle all of them.
Kenix, maybe you should let go of your goals. You can't accomplish all of them. All of them only can give you sadness. Please, don't waste your youth with all these. You should enjoy your life to the fullest.
哈哈、説就容易、行動就很難囉。
Who really can do it?? I really can't manage and I think I'll going to live with all my troubles till the end of my chapter.
P/S: Today is Goomo's birthday. 祝她生日快樂 and 身體健康、永久開心。哈哈
Sunday, October 10, 2010
101010
Today is a very special day cause today is 101010.
Today only I realised that Anita Mui was born on this day 10 Oct. Wish her a happy birthday and wish her find her happiness in the another world. ^^
Today have been a busy weekend for me. Busy with all those tutorials. Feels so boring about it already. Luckily, I have my concert video accompanied me doing all those tutorials. Now, my works have already finished 85%.
Haha...now doing what?? Writing blog and accompany by HK903. Yeah~~I'm listening to HOCC radio interview on her latest album. Huh...I'd waited for 1 week already but I still haven't receive any calls from the CDs shop. Wonder when is the album will be available??
That's all for today la...and before I forget I'm going to wish my friend, Shok Yien a happy birthday. Wish her happy always and all the best in life. =D
Today only I realised that Anita Mui was born on this day 10 Oct. Wish her a happy birthday and wish her find her happiness in the another world. ^^
Today have been a busy weekend for me. Busy with all those tutorials. Feels so boring about it already. Luckily, I have my concert video accompanied me doing all those tutorials. Now, my works have already finished 85%.
Haha...now doing what?? Writing blog and accompany by HK903. Yeah~~I'm listening to HOCC radio interview on her latest album. Huh...I'd waited for 1 week already but I still haven't receive any calls from the CDs shop. Wonder when is the album will be available??
That's all for today la...and before I forget I'm going to wish my friend, Shok Yien a happy birthday. Wish her happy always and all the best in life. =D
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
It's Monday again~~
At the beginning, I thought I will like Monday cause I'll be having my Business Economics. I like Econs. But now I don't think so...I hate MONDAY due to the "lecturer" who is teaching me Business Law. I was so frustrated with that "lecturer". Feels like want to give her a slap on her face and give her some punches. Whacha~~~~hsss !@#$%
Oh my gosh~~ I think this semester I will defeat by the Business Law. "Thanks" for having such a lecturer. This kind of lecturer is only killing us.
I really have no ideas whether she is teaching LAW or 儸柚(backside). During the whole two hours lecture, keeps on "ass here, ass there, ass everywhere". She is the "best lecturer" I have ever seen since my first day here. Every lecturer hopes that their students will buying textbook so that they can understand more. But, she is the ONLY one who ask back the students, "Hah~~, you all needs textbook?? No need, don't make your life so DIFFICULT". I think with this kind of lecturer, I'm sure my life is going to be TRIPLE more DIFFICULT. She is DAMN LAZY...when we asked when is the replacement class. You know what she answered??
She answered,"Why you all like to make your life difficult?? Replacement class later 啦～～
All lecturers want to settle all the replacement class at the beginning of the semester such as Ms. Boey who replaced our class last week. But she's totally different...want to postpone all things later.
But, you guess who is the last one who suffer?? Sure is us, students will definitely suffer at the end when she can't complete the syllabus. Can I have another lecturer, please??
Oh, I wished she can migrate somewhere else and stop teaching us~~~ FUCK her!!!!
Sorry for being so impolite but I really can't stand her attitude in teaching. She is damn NOT PRO... Having her as my lecturer is my WORST thing in this whole semester. 死囉
PS: This is what I done during her two hours RUBBISH lecture.
Oh my gosh~~ I think this semester I will defeat by the Business Law. "Thanks" for having such a lecturer. This kind of lecturer is only killing us.
I really have no ideas whether she is teaching LAW or 儸柚(backside). During the whole two hours lecture, keeps on "ass here, ass there, ass everywhere". She is the "best lecturer" I have ever seen since my first day here. Every lecturer hopes that their students will buying textbook so that they can understand more. But, she is the ONLY one who ask back the students, "Hah~~, you all needs textbook?? No need, don't make your life so DIFFICULT". I think with this kind of lecturer, I'm sure my life is going to be TRIPLE more DIFFICULT. She is DAMN LAZY...when we asked when is the replacement class. You know what she answered??
She answered,"Why you all like to make your life difficult?? Replacement class later 啦～～
All lecturers want to settle all the replacement class at the beginning of the semester such as Ms. Boey who replaced our class last week. But she's totally different...want to postpone all things later.
But, you guess who is the last one who suffer?? Sure is us, students will definitely suffer at the end when she can't complete the syllabus. Can I have another lecturer, please??
Oh, I wished she can migrate somewhere else and stop teaching us~~~ FUCK her!!!!
Sorry for being so impolite but I really can't stand her attitude in teaching. She is damn NOT PRO... Having her as my lecturer is my WORST thing in this whole semester. 死囉
PS: This is what I done during her two hours RUBBISH lecture.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Judgement Day
Today is a very important day for me...my JUDGEMENT DAY.
But to my surprise, I'm not as nervous as I think. Because of yesterday I slept very late, I only woke up around 10AM today. Once I opened my Facebook, many of them already post that results released already.
Though I'm not nervous, but I'm not dare enough to open my Intranet myself. I'd waited for about 10 minutes before I dare to open up the TARC website. Once I clicked on Intranet and key in my ID and PW, I quickly shift to my Facebook page (waiting for the page to load). Once I opened back that page, I was so SURPRISE. I get a B- for my Financial Accounting. Though it was not the best result, but I really grateful that I didn't fail this subject. Thanks God for it. The other four subjects are quite GOOD. Overall, I'm quite satisfy with my results though my CGPA had dropped a lot. ==
After checking my results, I cooked myself the last packet of the Korean Mee that Daddy bought and made myself a cup of HOT Milo.
Just now I followed my Mom to Herbalife to weigh my weight. Hmm, I know my results sure are all very bad ge la. My metabolism age is 29, which is 10 years older than my actual age. This doesn't sound good 囉. Then, my Mom's coach asked my whether I get enough sleep and drink enough water or not. 哈哈~~ My answer is definitely NO 囉. Then, she also said that one's 心情 is also very important. A happy person will have a better health than a person who always think negatively.
I'm always a negative thinker. Huh~~ how should I change? How to become a HAPPIER person. 死得啦. Want to be happy also don't know? Maybe I really shouldn't think too much la. I should become easy come and easy go. Everything happens is already 注定. Talk 就easy la...but when it comes to action 就 very difficult 囉.
Hmm...lately I don't why suddenly my interest to learn guitar is back. But I'm not sure whether I really want to learn or just to play for fun only. Do you think guitar is suitable for me? Will it be difficult to learn at my age where all my fingers are very robotic now? It is difficult to learn the music notes?? Huh~~ I want to learn something also so 麻煩.
But to my surprise, I'm not as nervous as I think. Because of yesterday I slept very late, I only woke up around 10AM today. Once I opened my Facebook, many of them already post that results released already.
Though I'm not nervous, but I'm not dare enough to open my Intranet myself. I'd waited for about 10 minutes before I dare to open up the TARC website. Once I clicked on Intranet and key in my ID and PW, I quickly shift to my Facebook page (waiting for the page to load). Once I opened back that page, I was so SURPRISE. I get a B- for my Financial Accounting. Though it was not the best result, but I really grateful that I didn't fail this subject. Thanks God for it. The other four subjects are quite GOOD. Overall, I'm quite satisfy with my results though my CGPA had dropped a lot. ==
After checking my results, I cooked myself the last packet of the Korean Mee that Daddy bought and made myself a cup of HOT Milo.
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| my lunch |
Just now I followed my Mom to Herbalife to weigh my weight. Hmm, I know my results sure are all very bad ge la. My metabolism age is 29, which is 10 years older than my actual age. This doesn't sound good 囉. Then, my Mom's coach asked my whether I get enough sleep and drink enough water or not. 哈哈~~ My answer is definitely NO 囉. Then, she also said that one's 心情 is also very important. A happy person will have a better health than a person who always think negatively.
I'm always a negative thinker. Huh~~ how should I change? How to become a HAPPIER person. 死得啦. Want to be happy also don't know? Maybe I really shouldn't think too much la. I should become easy come and easy go. Everything happens is already 注定. Talk 就easy la...but when it comes to action 就 very difficult 囉.
Hmm...lately I don't why suddenly my interest to learn guitar is back. But I'm not sure whether I really want to learn or just to play for fun only. Do you think guitar is suitable for me? Will it be difficult to learn at my age where all my fingers are very robotic now? It is difficult to learn the music notes?? Huh~~ I want to learn something also so 麻煩.
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| Should I learn guitar??? |
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Can I PASSED???
Hmm~~, in about 24 hours, my result for the last semester will be released out.
Though I have my worst prediction which is getting a YELLOW form for the FA and losing my SCHOLARSHIP. I hope this will NEVER happened!!
I'm some sort of MAD and almost become volcanoes that are going to burst out when those lecturers keep on telling us that the passing percentage of students is only 50% and students are killed in Section A and cash flows statements.
喂, no need you all lecturers told, we also know that we are getting killed 啦. Still want to 在我們的傷口撒鹽. Can't they understand our feelings of getting YELLOW forms?
I really do not dare to open my Intranet tomorrow. I really really scared that I will fail the subject. Oh my god, I never feel as nervous and worry as now. I really hope that things can move faster a bit. Especially moment like tomorrow. Hate to face it but life is really cruel.
We always need to face the things that we don't like and what we want will seldom occur.
I hope this time MIRACLE can happen on me. Crossing my fingers and hope that I can see some miracle tomorrow morning.
PS: Mr. Wong is telling us to read more Business News. I think I should start my practice of reading business news from The Star 囉．我唔想fail這個subject啊. Hmm, I'm gonna stop here for blogger and go to have a glance at the business news ^.^
Though I have my worst prediction which is getting a YELLOW form for the FA and losing my SCHOLARSHIP. I hope this will NEVER happened!!
I'm some sort of MAD and almost become volcanoes that are going to burst out when those lecturers keep on telling us that the passing percentage of students is only 50% and students are killed in Section A and cash flows statements.
喂, no need you all lecturers told, we also know that we are getting killed 啦. Still want to 在我們的傷口撒鹽. Can't they understand our feelings of getting YELLOW forms?
I really do not dare to open my Intranet tomorrow. I really really scared that I will fail the subject. Oh my god, I never feel as nervous and worry as now. I really hope that things can move faster a bit. Especially moment like tomorrow. Hate to face it but life is really cruel.
We always need to face the things that we don't like and what we want will seldom occur.
I hope this time MIRACLE can happen on me. Crossing my fingers and hope that I can see some miracle tomorrow morning.
PS: Mr. Wong is telling us to read more Business News. I think I should start my practice of reading business news from The Star 囉．我唔想fail這個subject啊. Hmm, I'm gonna stop here for blogger and go to have a glance at the business news ^.^
HK 903
Today is my second day of my new semester. It is already my 5th semester in this college. Life back to college is damn boring and sleepy.
I thought I want to post a blog yesterday, but I never did it lastly. I too tired yesterday and moody too. Yesterday, I really feel mad and just felt like killing people. I also done some very "ugly" things yesterday which is very embarrassing. I still can't forget about the matter. Oh~~~
Just now, I'm having my lecture with Ms. Lee. She is really a good hypnotist. Once she came into CDK2, I immediately felt sleepy. Waited for so long until her class ended at 11AM.
I quickly rushed home. Why? Cause my idol was on a radio interview. Haha~~
阿C was on 903 today. So happy to hear her voice and her result for a 口頭禪心理查驗. Here is the test:
I thought I want to post a blog yesterday, but I never did it lastly. I too tired yesterday and moody too. Yesterday, I really feel mad and just felt like killing people. I also done some very "ugly" things yesterday which is very embarrassing. I still can't forget about the matter. Oh~~~
Just now, I'm having my lecture with Ms. Lee. She is really a good hypnotist. Once she came into CDK2, I immediately felt sleepy. Waited for so long until her class ended at 11AM.
I quickly rushed home. Why? Cause my idol was on a radio interview. Haha~~
阿C was on 903 today. So happy to hear her voice and her result for a 口頭禪心理查驗. Here is the test:
口頭禪看你有否殺人傾向
經常掛在嘴邊的口頭禪可以暴露個性，這可是有心理根據的，不信你測測看吧。
下面的這些口頭禪，你通常會說哪一句呢？
A. 說真的、老實說、的確、不騙你
此人有一種擔心對方誤解自己的心理，因此性格有些急躁，內心常有不平。他會十分在意對方自己在團體中可以被認可。於是，極有可能因為情緒的波動，魯莽地殺死了別人！
B. 啊、呀、這個、那個、嗯
這種口頭語的人，反應是較遲鈍，思維慢，比較有城府。因怕說錯話，需有間歇來思考。這種人的內心也常常是很孤獨的。這類人怕事怕錯，太守規，故殺人動機奇低。
經常掛在嘴邊的口頭禪可以暴露個性，這可是有心理根據的，不信你測測看吧。
下面的這些口頭禪，你通常會說哪一句呢？
A. 說真的、老實說、的確、不騙你
此人有一種擔心對方誤解自己的心理，因此性格有些急躁，內心常有不平。他會十分在意對方自己在團體中可以被認可。於是，極有可能因為情緒的波動，魯莽地殺死了別人！
B. 啊、呀、這個、那個、嗯
這種口頭語的人，反應是較遲鈍，思維慢，比較有城府。因怕說錯話，需有間歇來思考。這種人的內心也常常是很孤獨的。這類人怕事怕錯，太守規，故殺人動機奇低。
For me, my answer is surely "B" as I always talk without points and aimless. So, I definitely won't be dare enough to kill people. Haha =D
阿C answer is "A". She said she will kill people with her 眼神.
I like her 口頭禪 "點解係咁、請問？" I like the 請問?... it sounds polite but it had a hidden meaning behind. Cool~~
HK 903 is really a good radio station. I like 小儀and森美 programme especially. Hope I can listen to it everyday.
I'm gonna stop here for my lunch and later for lecture again...Ms. Boey this round. Hope I won't fall asleep later on. ZZZzzzzz
Monday, September 27, 2010
我的心好痛．．．點解嘢？
Now is already 2.16am, but I still can't sleep.
Just now while I'm lying on the bed, I think about many things. I think about 下鄉D事情. I had a heartache for not be able to 回鄉. I also think about the sms that SJ send to me. She said that our group will never be together. I feel so sad about what she meant. Does they angry with me because I didn't 回鄉 with them and go steamboat with them? 我真係好sad吖.
我的頭也覺得很痛吖. 好辛苦吖~~ (I want to cry already...T^T)
Why life is so tough? Now even want to sleep also so DIFFICULT...
I really cannot stand all these anymore. Can someone please help me end all these suffers?
I really want to get a good sleep before I start my class later on at 9AM. Should I eat some FLU medicine to help me to get sleep? I think I really need it.
Hmm...I am going to take my medicine and eat now. Hope I can sleep 啦. Once again... GOOD NIGHT. Oops, I don't think now is Good Night... now should be GOOD SLEEP.
PS: I hope you guys won't mad at me. I'm feeling more sick now~~
Just now while I'm lying on the bed, I think about many things. I think about 下鄉D事情. I had a heartache for not be able to 回鄉. I also think about the sms that SJ send to me. She said that our group will never be together. I feel so sad about what she meant. Does they angry with me because I didn't 回鄉 with them and go steamboat with them? 我真係好sad吖.
我的頭也覺得很痛吖. 好辛苦吖~~ (I want to cry already...T^T)
Why life is so tough? Now even want to sleep also so DIFFICULT...
I really cannot stand all these anymore. Can someone please help me end all these suffers?
I really want to get a good sleep before I start my class later on at 9AM. Should I eat some FLU medicine to help me to get sleep? I think I really need it.
Hmm...I am going to take my medicine and eat now. Hope I can sleep 啦. Once again... GOOD NIGHT. Oops, I don't think now is Good Night... now should be GOOD SLEEP.
PS: I hope you guys won't mad at me. I'm feeling more sick now~~
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Last day of the Holidays
Today is the last day of my semester break. Tomorrow need to get back to college again.
Huh~~ no more holidays already. Busy life is going to start. Life is getting tougher and tougher. Hope that I can survive till the end.
Recently, I had done something wrong and I'm feeling a bit guilty right now.
So sorry to all my 下鄉 friends. So sorry that I can't accomplish the mission with you all. So sorry. =(
Other than that, I feel more sorry to my 宣傳股. I really want to go Ipoh with you all. But so sorry, since I'm getting sick. I don't feel like going anywhere. So sorry. Hope you guys can understand me and forgive me.
I think tonight I should go to bed earlier so that I can wake up on time tomorrow morning. I think there's nothing much that I want to share here. I want to stop here. Goo Night!!
Huh~~ no more holidays already. Busy life is going to start. Life is getting tougher and tougher. Hope that I can survive till the end.
Recently, I had done something wrong and I'm feeling a bit guilty right now.
So sorry to all my 下鄉 friends. So sorry that I can't accomplish the mission with you all. So sorry. =(
Other than that, I feel more sorry to my 宣傳股. I really want to go Ipoh with you all. But so sorry, since I'm getting sick. I don't feel like going anywhere. So sorry. Hope you guys can understand me and forgive me.
I think tonight I should go to bed earlier so that I can wake up on time tomorrow morning. I think there's nothing much that I want to share here. I want to stop here. Goo Night!!
Friday, September 24, 2010
無名．詩
Oh my gosh...I am extremely sad now.
Just now I go to Five Music to buy HOCC latest album "無名．詩" limited edition.
Firstly, I had successfully added it into my buying cart. But I accidentally tick the "delete" button on the page and now my purchase had gone le...
Feel so sad and disappointed now. The album was very nice as it was a puzzle limited edition. But now it's all sold out. And I'm not going to have such a special album of hers. Why don't they sell more for this album???
ARRRRRRR..................really want to scream out all my sadness. T.T
Now, I just can buy a normal edition album of 無名．詩. (But I will still be glad to own one of her any album as long as is HOCC) I am now a crazy and mad 菇徒. Crazy over 何菇.
Huh, I still feel very... I just can't use language to express my feeling.
I hope I can own my very own credit card soon. So that I can easily buy my favourite album online.
Now, I can just look at the photo of that special album. Can you see...how nice was this puzzle limited edition??
PS: Hope someone can sell one to me ><
Support Goo forever~~~ ^^ + T.T
Just now I go to Five Music to buy HOCC latest album "無名．詩" limited edition.
Firstly, I had successfully added it into my buying cart. But I accidentally tick the "delete" button on the page and now my purchase had gone le...
Feel so sad and disappointed now. The album was very nice as it was a puzzle limited edition. But now it's all sold out. And I'm not going to have such a special album of hers. Why don't they sell more for this album???
ARRRRRRR..................really want to scream out all my sadness. T.T
Now, I just can buy a normal edition album of 無名．詩. (But I will still be glad to own one of her any album as long as is HOCC) I am now a crazy and mad 菇徒. Crazy over 何菇.
Huh, I still feel very... I just can't use language to express my feeling.
I hope I can own my very own credit card soon. So that I can easily buy my favourite album online.
Now, I can just look at the photo of that special album. Can you see...how nice was this puzzle limited edition??
PS: Hope someone can sell one to me ><
Support Goo forever~~~ ^^ + T.T
Friday, September 17, 2010
Holidays = Flu
Finally, I am free to post a blog.
As always, I have a very very sensitive nose.
Since I am having my semester break, I will be busy cleaning up my room.
Thus, I sneezed for the whole week while I tidy up my room.
That's so pity. Now, holidays still left one more week.
But I will be having my CS tasks on the coming Thursday, that is right after my 中秋节.
After this semester break, I am sure my life is going to be more more tough.
Why? Cause the coming semester subjects are way too tough.
Moreover, there is one subject which is having 3 hours lecture. Hope that the lecturer is fun enough to keep me alert.
After this semester break also, I will be having my judgement day, which is the day the result is released. I still wished that my result won't be so terrible.
I think I should go to bed, tomorrow still need to go Ipoh. Good Night ^^
As always, I have a very very sensitive nose.
Since I am having my semester break, I will be busy cleaning up my room.
Thus, I sneezed for the whole week while I tidy up my room.
That's so pity. Now, holidays still left one more week.
But I will be having my CS tasks on the coming Thursday, that is right after my 中秋节.
After this semester break, I am sure my life is going to be more more tough.
Why? Cause the coming semester subjects are way too tough.
Moreover, there is one subject which is having 3 hours lecture. Hope that the lecturer is fun enough to keep me alert.
After this semester break also, I will be having my judgement day, which is the day the result is released. I still wished that my result won't be so terrible.
I think I should go to bed, tomorrow still need to go Ipoh. Good Night ^^
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Friends gathering
Just now, I'm having a gathering with all my friends at Maha Maju.
It's really been a long time that I didn't meet all of them.
I even saw my primary classmates but I didn't recognise their faces. (Afiq and Azmir)
All of them are having a great study life now...I'm really happy for them.
Hope I can join them at KL soon. Looking forward for this.
Enjoy listening about the latest news of you all.
Though some didn't join the gathering, hope some days we can meet up again. Really miss you guys.
Wish all my friends all the best in their life. Take care, my friends.
It's really been a long time that I didn't meet all of them.
I even saw my primary classmates but I didn't recognise their faces. (Afiq and Azmir)
All of them are having a great study life now...I'm really happy for them.
Hope I can join them at KL soon. Looking forward for this.
Enjoy listening about the latest news of you all.
Though some didn't join the gathering, hope some days we can meet up again. Really miss you guys.
Wish all my friends all the best in their life. Take care, my friends.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
擔心
Huh...
I felt very worried now. Though now the exam was over, I still felt moody for what have I done (which I means all the mistakes that I done during the exam period).
I felt so guilty that I didn't try my very best for this semester and I think I'll be getting a tremendously bad results in this semester that will affect my overall CGPA. I don't want my CGPA to drop so badly.
But all these all too late to be regretted. As whether I passed or not, it will be depending on the fate and my answers. I just hope badly that I can maintain my scholarship. I really can't afford to lose it. I don't want to make my Mom disappointed. I don't want her to spend so much money on my studies. Even though I'm now still using her money for my studies. Just now, she said, "Luckily she (who is me) doesn't use so much of my money on studies." But I really scared....damn scared that I need her to spend more money on me.
If I really can pass all my subjects for this semester, I'll promise I'll be working extra extra hard for my coming semester. I will not play so much of Facebook and Goo so muchh.
Just keep on praying to pass all my subjects. May Lord grants me and my DAC friends with good results. Amen.
I felt very worried now. Though now the exam was over, I still felt moody for what have I done (which I means all the mistakes that I done during the exam period).
I felt so guilty that I didn't try my very best for this semester and I think I'll be getting a tremendously bad results in this semester that will affect my overall CGPA. I don't want my CGPA to drop so badly.
But all these all too late to be regretted. As whether I passed or not, it will be depending on the fate and my answers. I just hope badly that I can maintain my scholarship. I really can't afford to lose it. I don't want to make my Mom disappointed. I don't want her to spend so much money on my studies. Even though I'm now still using her money for my studies. Just now, she said, "Luckily she (who is me) doesn't use so much of my money on studies." But I really scared....damn scared that I need her to spend more money on me.
If I really can pass all my subjects for this semester, I'll promise I'll be working extra extra hard for my coming semester. I will not play so much of Facebook and Goo so muchh.
Just keep on praying to pass all my subjects. May Lord grants me and my DAC friends with good results. Amen.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
无聊的我
我真的很无聊。
I spend my whole evening sitting in front of my laptop and looking at it
even though I'm having my exam tomorrow morning.
I'm so lazy and moody to start revising on the subject for tomorrow. Is it because of my spirit haven't come back yet since the FA exam? Is my spirit still inside the exam hall and lost its way to come back to me?
Oh my spirit, please come back! I need you so much.
I need some music to cheer me up.
I spend my whole evening sitting in front of my laptop and looking at it
even though I'm having my exam tomorrow morning.
I'm so lazy and moody to start revising on the subject for tomorrow. Is it because of my spirit haven't come back yet since the FA exam? Is my spirit still inside the exam hall and lost its way to come back to me?
Oh my spirit, please come back! I need you so much.
I need some music to cheer me up.
Final exam? Not yet ended??
After spending the whole night creating and designing my new blog, I discovered that I have forgotten that I am still in exam week. But don't know why in this semester (Y2S1), I lose my mood of studying. Is it because of the subjects are tough or I am being to lazy??
I'm always in dilemma. I don't know what am I expecting from? Maybe I always expect that Lord will help or guide me in everything I do. But after today FA exam, I know that I am too PROUD of myself. I always too CONFIDENT of myself. I am too EGO. That's why my whole exam paper for today(yesterday) also can't do. I really hate myself very much.
Both the taxation and FA paper, I also done it very badly...but I'm still not scared yet. I still have a lot of mood to do things that are not important at all. Not related to my Final at all.
I know I am wrong and now I'm trying to change. Although it's a bit late, it is better late then never 嗎~~~. I think enough of rubbishing, I want to go to bed 啦. Good Night and 早晨 (In the process of learning to write in cantonese chinese). Later have to start studying for the last paper "ENTREPRENEURSHIP".
I'm always in dilemma. I don't know what am I expecting from? Maybe I always expect that Lord will help or guide me in everything I do. But after today FA exam, I know that I am too PROUD of myself. I always too CONFIDENT of myself. I am too EGO. That's why my whole exam paper for today(yesterday) also can't do. I really hate myself very much.
Both the taxation and FA paper, I also done it very badly...but I'm still not scared yet. I still have a lot of mood to do things that are not important at all. Not related to my Final at all.
I know I am wrong and now I'm trying to change. Although it's a bit late, it is better late then never 嗎~~~. I think enough of rubbishing, I want to go to bed 啦. Good Night and 早晨 (In the process of learning to write in cantonese chinese). Later have to start studying for the last paper "ENTREPRENEURSHIP".
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
I'm Back!!!
I'm back again for blogging.
It's really a long long time since my last post on my teeth being extracted. I think it's almost one year.
At first, I thought of continue blogging from my previous blog account. But then, I'm so lazy to edit back the old posts. Thus, I am starting all over again. Welcome to my new blog "鄺美儀KENIX - MYKKBLOG".
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