Judgement Day

Today is a very important day for me...my JUDGEMENT DAY.

But to my surprise, I'm not as nervous as I think. Because of yesterday I slept very late, I only woke up around 10AM today. Once I opened my Facebook, many of them already post that results released already.

Though I'm not nervous, but I'm not dare enough to open my Intranet myself. I'd waited for about 10 minutes before I dare to open up the TARC website. Once I clicked on Intranet and key in my ID and PW, I quickly shift to my Facebook page (waiting for the page to load). Once I opened back that page, I was so SURPRISE. I get a B- for my Financial Accounting. Though it was not the best result, but I really grateful that I didn't fail this subject. Thanks God for it. The other four subjects are quite GOOD. Overall, I'm quite satisfy with my results though my CGPA had dropped a lot. ==

After checking my results, I cooked myself the last packet of the Korean Mee that Daddy bought and made myself a cup of HOT Milo.



my lunch

Just now I followed my Mom to Herbalife to weigh my weight. Hmm, I know my results sure are all very bad ge la. My metabolism age is 29, which is 10 years older than my actual age. This doesn't sound good 囉. Then, my Mom's coach asked my whether I get enough sleep and drink enough water or not. 哈哈~~ My answer is definitely NO 囉. Then, she also said that one's 心情 is also very important. A happy person will have a better health than a person who always think negatively.

I'm always a negative thinker. Huh~~ how should I change? How to become a HAPPIER person. 死得啦. Want to be happy also don't know? Maybe I really shouldn't think too much la. I should become easy come and easy go. Everything happens is already 注定. Talk 就easy la...but when it comes to action 就 very difficult 囉.

Hmm...lately I don't why suddenly my interest to learn guitar is back. But I'm not sure whether I really want to learn or just to play for fun only. Do you think guitar is suitable for me? Will it be difficult to learn at my age where all my fingers are very robotic now? It is difficult to learn the music notes?? Huh~~ I want to learn something also so 麻煩.

Should I learn guitar???

Can I PASSED???

Hmm~~, in about 24 hours, my result for the last semester will be released out.

Though I have my worst prediction which is getting a YELLOW form for the FA and losing my SCHOLARSHIP. I hope this will NEVER happened!!

I'm some sort of MAD and almost become volcanoes that are going to burst out when those lecturers keep on telling us that the passing percentage of students is only 50% and students are killed in Section A and cash flows statements.

喂, no need you all lecturers told, we also know that we are getting killed 啦. Still want to 在我們的傷口撒鹽. Can't they understand our feelings of getting YELLOW forms?

I really do not dare to open my Intranet tomorrow. I really really scared that I will fail the subject. Oh my god, I never feel as nervous and worry as now. I really hope that things can move faster a bit. Especially moment like tomorrow. Hate to face it but life is really cruel.
We always need to face the things that we don't like and what we want will seldom occur.
I hope this time MIRACLE can happen on me. Crossing my fingers and hope that I can see some miracle tomorrow morning.

PS: Mr. Wong is telling us to read more Business News. I think I should start my practice of reading business news from The Star 囉．我唔想fail這個subject啊. Hmm, I'm gonna stop here for blogger and go to have a glance at the business news ^.^

The End of O' Week

This morning is our Talent Time performances...

I am extremely nervous this morning and I seemed to have forgotten all the dancing steps... OMG lol!!! But finally we have successfully performed the dance. Even though I have forgotten some dance steps in the middle of the performance.... Haiz!!! No talent really no talent.

All the other performance from other group is really entertained. Hmm, today is the most entertain day.... Huh, although our group doesn't win any prizes but I think no problem la as long as we feel happy!!!

This is the picture of all the members of Group 13... (some of them have gone back hometown ady)

And this is the picture of our group flag (nice mou?)

signing out @ 10.30pm by kenix

Dancing...

Today I didn’t go to college as I was so lazy to play all those station games…so bored and tiring!!!

Then at night, we have some dancing practice at Nerriza’s house again. Huh…although the dancing steps is not too difficult but it’s still a burden for me…. All these dancing practice reminded me of the dancing practice I have during I was in Form 2. Hing Wai asked me, Ai Nee, How Lai and Shok Yien to join a Dancing Competition during a gathering at St.Michael (if not mistaken). Huh… those time is so tiring as we practice almost every day!!!

We practice and practice until 1.40am. I know that my MOM is very worried about me… but I can’t just leave as we haven’t finish practice. Alamak… I think I have forgotten the steps lol…. Aiyoyo…my memories is really terrible la!!! Can’t remember anything geh…. Hoh!!! Feel so sleepy right now. Good night and wish I can remember the steps by tomorrow.

2nd day as TARCIAN

Hmm…, I think today is better than yesterday. As today we were entertained with the performance by the societies and clubs.

Luckily Cu Van and Xiu Juan got come to college…so that I won’t feel so lonely. Today also, I was able to make a few friends. So sorry that I just remember two of their names, which is Ka Mun and Li Fang (just ignore the spelling)… and another girl if not mistaken is called “Kit Wen”.

Just have a lot of fun today!!! Then, at night, which is just now… we are drawing our flag and also planning on our dance movement at Nerriza’s house. Huh…feel so glad that Nerriza helps us to draw the flag!!! Then we (girls) paint the flag. But I am so sorry that I can’t help finish painting the flag…feel so sorry!!!

Haiz!!! Now I am having headache in choosing my Co-Curriculum…. What should I choose??? I actually want to join the Christian Fellowship but I’m not a Christian. Will that be a problem??? OMG!!! What societies or clubs should I join??? So ma fan la….

A Whole New World...

Today is the beginning of another new chapter in my life where I started my new life as a college student at TAR College. It’s a totally different lifestyle I have never experienced before. Why I say so??? It’s because I started this whole new life all by myself. Now I am thinking about my friends… I miss them so much!!! I wish they can study with me but I know the wish will never come true.

Today when I reached the college main gate, I feel so nervous and strange of that place even though I have been there for many times already and I even worked at there before. This reminds me about my working experience as an Examination Attendant. After registered, I went to Auditorium to collect my t-shirt and a file. Huh…, the t-shirt is so large for me!!!

I was grouped into GROUP 13. After we introduced ourselves, we were told to think a slogan for our group. Haha… we don’t have to think of it as our AGF had think the slogan for us. The slogan sounds like this:
Group 13… we’re the best
Group 13… we beat the rest
Group 13… sakai sakai sakai all the way………
Ma Chi Ke Ni………

Hmm… I feel so glad that I can make some new friends today. They are Cu Van, Xiu Juan and Carmen. Three of them are really friendly and funny. After lunch, we have our Mass Call where we need to read our declaration. Then we have to listen to Dr.Choy’s talk. After the event, we were told that we will be having a “Talent Time” this coming Friday. As Nerriza (our group AGF) draws the number 1, we have to dance. OMG!!! Dancing? Dancing is my weak point…I can’t dance!!! Nerriza told us to think what dance to be performed but of course we can’t think of it la…

She told us if we can’t think of a dance, she will ask us to dance SAKAI dance as our group is the sakai group…. Wakakaka!!! So crazy!!! Huh, tomorrow will be a tough day for me as three of my new friends told me that they will not be coming tomorrow. Aiyo…, I will be lonely Kenix tomorrow!!! Never mind lolz…cause I already used to it. All I need to do is to wish myself “good luck”!!! [^O^]

26-08-2007

Today is the last day of the school holidays......that's mean in another 6 hours.......i'll have to go back to school...haiz.........Juz now.....my parents and i went to KTAR to watch the"SGM Malam Mesra Kebudayaan".....Quite enjoying ke.....de performance........Today morning oso we got MKKP meeting........lastly.....i manage to officially resign from my posts......i am really glad....n i hope tat after my resignation.....i can concentrate at my studies......le....Actually i feel quite soli cuz my resignation will make them hav to cut down one of the PL and oso to reorganise the patrol again.......i am so SORRY la..... but that is not what i want....!!! in the meeting...me and my friends are being punished....to do de "frog jump"........so painful la.....i hate doing tat...........i really dun not UNDERSTAND.....why should i be punished? For wat is the punishment? I am so confusing la.......now my legs still feel very pain...wondering how am i going to march.....sometimes i really dun like to attend any of the meeting tat is organise by the SCOUT....i will be very "geram" whenever i talk or heard about SCOUT de things........ok la......i hope tat.........from now on.......there is nothing about SCOUT in my blogs.......... ok la....i wan go to check my mails la....gud nite my blog.....hehehehe......

@t l@st i fOuND suM haPPiNeSs.....

Today have been a busy day to me.......In the morning as early as 6.00am...i woke up and prepare myself cuz today is the merdeka run......What a bullshit my friends are....as we have discussed to go to have breakfast at ghany at 6.45am...but when i reach there....nobody is at there which i mean my friends la...then i have to go home lo....after that ..wilson called me...and i went to his house n find him to gather at the "dataran kampar"...when we reach there....i saw ivis and pik qi having their breakfast....i hate ppl who always broke their promise n din not keep on time......At about 8.15am, we started our run.....me as usually dun prefer running...thus i juz walk lo..n when my friends ask me to run...then oli i will run de lo.... i am so satisfied with myself about the running things....cuz i finally got a certificate that about sport de.....so happy....But i am really in a hurry.....as i got "masakan rimba" competition at the complex n we all have to gather at there at 10.00am....but when wilson and me reach there.....many ppl oso not yet come.....so angry la...cuz not on time again.....thus de competition have delay for a hour that's means it started at 11.00am....that time de weather really hot la...i sweat a lot la.....finally the winner of the day...is announced....and emily's patrol has won de champion....but i see ai nee ad shok yien were very mad about the results....they find it so unfair.....but to me it's nothing as we have try ur best aredi le ma.....we juz go there to get more experience and the winning things is juz a reward.....but never mind la....ur troop win wo....should be happy la right....dun noe la wat they think about...!!!????
Then at night....at 6.30pm....my mum, stephanie, sam sam, wilson and me went to KTAR as we all want to watch the KTAR orientation night.....during the programme.....i enjoy the break dance a lot.....very cool la....then the finalist oso very "leng zai" and "leng lui" de....i found out that M2 is very handsome n cute la......hihi.......AT last M4 and F4 won the title of mr and ms tarcian.....they oso won the best couple award....enjoy the performance but seem like tis year de orientation night isn't that's fun....i really miss those time de orientation night as the mc are really funny de...and their eng are much more better....maybe sum days in de future.....i oso got chance to take part in the orientation la....mayb as a mc oso gud la.......After that.......my mum drive us home....we all cycle to "Maha Maju"....to yum cha la....then we talk about ai nee....she seem very very bad la......she "telah menyalahgunakan kuasanya"...i found out that many of her friends oso dun like her de.....so sad la...wat to do....Nothing la....right.....i think it's all for 2day blog.....i wanna get enough sleep as tomorrow...we go to the temple to get rewards....so excited la...cuz got money ma.....wakakaka...................